dont ever let life pass you by......

i think enough has occured in my life to warrant an update.

yesterday rocked my socks. drove up to amherst and picked up jason so we could both work 12-9 together at the good ol' e.l. big y. tons of fun. i think i only worked for the first 5 hours or so. after that....not so much lol. anyhoo, long story short, i ( Read more... )

nobody's home. i think i should update.

lets see. school sucks i must say. ive still got over a month left and i dont want to goooo. these projects are killing me. i havent even started them yet. i dont know where to begin. so i choose to ignore them for now.

im workin 7-12 tonight. safe. thank God. i really do love the safe until around 11 when i ( Read more... )

have you ever stopped and wondered why you, among all the other people possible, are the one who gets to be happy? and have you ever wondered how its even possible to feel these things, or why life is so simple when you stand back to look at it? and how does it feel when you realize all you ever needed to do is look up from reading the back of the ( Read more... )

kids. grrr. im about to snap.

yeah so, i find out tonight that my dad has been going behind my back trying to rearrange my schedule with sandie. what the fuck is that. good thing rachel told me. apparently hes done this more than once?? selfish bastard's trying to cut my hours so he can get his rides everywhere? i dont think so. and sandie should ( Read more... )

im tired. very, very tired.

since you wont give me time to say anything when we're talking, your just going to have to read it here.

im sorry. im sorry your mad at me, and im sorry you dont understand where im coming from. and im sorry you dont like the way things are...but thats just it....its the way things are. i know i used to drive up on every ( Read more... )

my life was amazing. and in one fleeting moment it became absolutely miserable.

so lets catch you all up. luigi is my boyfriend. and hes quite possibley the best thing that ever happened to me. and these past 3 weeks have been absolutely perfect. i cant even explain it to you. but i love being with him, and i care about him so much. so of course ( Read more... )

sure. lets update. why not.

why not indeed.

im tired. really tired. i need more sleep because i stay up way too late, like tonight, but im working till midnight, so whatchagunado.

speaking of work, this whole "caitlin's on call 24/7" thing isnt really working for me. i mean, i dont mind working without a schedule, thats not it. its the fact that ( Read more... )

ive seldom been so sure of anything before.......

due to the highly stressful last few days, i told myself tonight "caitlin, go lay in the rain." and thats what i did. sat there in the pouring rain for half an hour. sitting in the rain is actually amazingly calming. so i contemplated. talked to God. he didnt say much back, at least nothing that im ( Read more... )

this is gunna be a long one. so sit back, relax, go grab a snapple, and listen to caitlin's stories of the last 3 days.

so lets see. saturday was pretty boring. except i got to sleep in till 1130. aah heaven. went to work for cathy's last day. walked in and was told there was no closing cashier. but it quickly became obvious i was already ( Read more... )

so. here goes nothing. or everything. depending on how you look at it ( Read more... )