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Dear fucking Journal...Dear fucking journal. This is the first entry in many years. I can't help but feel like my life is in total chaos. The harder I try to push foreward the harder if fall backwards. I miss my grandmother. I wish I had more positive shit going on than negative for a change. I don't know how shit got this way, but there has to be ( Read more... ) -
Ok new plan
I've been a total dick since my last 2009 post. Im over it. Ill be 24 years old in September. Im done being jealous. Its time to start a new era. Its time to try a more realistic approach. The teenage attitude is finally gone. I work 12 hours a day, and I work 6 days a week. Im involved in so many new and exciting/challenging things. I can't keep ( Read more... ) -
hah
There are so many things I pass up. Tonight I drank a fifth of fine scotch with Chris and Nick. I love them. (not drunk talk) Espically Nick. Nick and I have only been close friends for about a year now, but he seems to be one of my favorites, right along with the rest of the gang. Anyways, today I was trying to take a nap after school, and I just ( Read more... ) -
Fuckers
Last night me Muskrat and Chris got drunk in an igloo. We drank Jim Beam. Then this morning I woke up to my girlfriend breaking up over a text messages. Don't you hate people that do that? WTF, man? Now me and muskrat are sitting in my room. Very good
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Life sucks
Shit with Allison is getting worse. Its stagnant. Life is stagnant. Whatever though, I'll figure it out. -
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Thankfully this stressfull week has ended. Things are starting to mellow out a bit. Shit with Allison is still confusing as all hell, but not so much as like it was this week. Valentines day is sunday, what kinda nice stuff do girls like to do? I know what boys like....motorcycles and fist-fights. I have NO idea with girls...Barbies? Rainbows ( Read more... ) -
miserable
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sad
Today was a genearlly shitty day. First and foremost on the list, I found out that a childhood friend passed away today. His name was Kevin Hunt. He was a very very nice guy, and although we were in different crowds since elementary school, we still shared many memories. Poor guy just had a problem, and overdid it. He was addicted to a common ( Read more... ) -
fuckk
Not much today. Good day at school, learned new shit. Did alot of nothing after. Then went to matts, chilled for a bit. Created a new game involving a table plates and a cup with a ball. I really need a job now fo-real. FUkc