You suckers, I have a new LJ icon and I made it all by myself, can't you tell?

Quick up to date: I worked too damn much, bought some great video games, and quit the Gap. And the biggest news of all while I was away: Family Guy DVDs came out and it's now being aired on Cartoon Network Sunday-Thursday night ( Read more... )

These forbidden fruits ( Read more... )

I just had more fun than I've had in weeks, perhaps months. I can't stop smiling. Hee hee!

Sad again tonight. Earlier tonight, I believe when I was at work, it kind of hit me just how bizarre it is that Meredith and I's relationship is actually over in its traditional sense. Of course, we still talk quite a bit, which I think is great. I'm starting to just have fun with her instead of always focusing intently on maintaining our ( Read more... )

Read Meredith's LJ right before I went to sleep. Oops. I don't know why but I don't feel hurt by all this. I am unbelievably sad, but not hurt. A huge part of me has been taken away but it wasn't by force. We talked it out so well and expressed our feelings. We knew what we were doing and, perhaps, what we needed to do. I have no regrets ( Read more... )

"And grief still feels like fear. Perhaps, more strictly, like suspense. Or like waiting; just hanging around waiting for something to happen. It gives life a permanently provisional feeling. It doesn't seem worth starting anything. I can't settle down. I yawn, I fidget, I smoke too much. Up till this I always had so little time. Now there ( Read more... )

On Calypso's Island ( Read more... )

I'm sure most of you don't know the story behind the show Cowboy Bebop. Indeed, an obscure anime is not something I think most people would think of in times like these. The show continually amazes me with its perfect style, superior animation, and powerful story that gets deeper and deeper each time I watch it. It means even more now. The ( Read more... )

A painless sadness that overwhelms ( Read more... )