SO lately school has been super busy between classes and homework and sleep. haha. Plus the people who always want to hang out. Hopefully I get the balance soon. Oh! We won our first football game this weekend 28-0. (the one we don't go to of course)So college is pretty fun, but I do miss home. Oh and I so just scored an awesome job at Amerisuites ( Read more... )

So I am sitting in my dorm room eating lunch with my roommate and I promised Jake i would update this thing. Well today has been pretty good so far. i gave my first College speech today. I was so nervous, but it went ok. Fuck honors public speaking. That class is stupid, but unfortunately it's required. So in a half an hour I am heading off to my ( Read more... )

So I just went to my first class and now I am sittig in the Student Union with Jake. I miss everyone back home, but I am doing alright. Life has been pretty busy lately jut getting ready to start this new chapter in my life (that I guess has already started). There just seems to be a sense of unreality. I don't believe I really made it out of ( Read more... )

So now the nerves are starting to set in and I'm feeling and becoming more and more distant even before I leave. I don't like this feeling. I miss everyone already and I'm not even gone but it feels like I am. I have exactly 13 days left and I'm scared. I need my friends more than ever right now, but it seems like everyone is too busy to do ( Read more... )

sometimes I feel the need to stand up in front of everybody and scream what I'm feeling so they can understand. most of the time I know when I'm making mistakes, and I know that I will regret them but somehow my heart just doesn't register it. when you love someone so much and end up hurting them or you disagree with something that they say it ( Read more... )

Wow graduation is so close, but yet so far away. I just want it to be over with already. This is the last week, but unfortunately it is the most chaotic. I just hope I make it through.

So I am updating.

SO...Selena is a fucking rere. And she should die. I'm really not fond of boobs. I think they are ugly. And two girls fucking just doesn't do it for me.

I love Lesbian Porn.

Today was pretty much insane. I'm pretty sure I've been in every mood today. I've been happy, sad, tired, depressed, crying, cynical, laughing, joyful, etc. It's been insane. I wrapped some Christmas presents which made me happy for a while, but for some reason right now I am just not in a very good mood and I don't know why. Hmmm...well I hope ( Read more... )