Crave - Part 2
Title: Crave - WIP - Part 2
Author: Mica Monroe & Deans Dark Dream
Pairing: Sam/Dean, mentions of Sam/Jess
Rating: NC17
Warning: Wincest, slash, love, crave, hurt, comfort
Disclaimer: We own nothing and intend no harm.
Summary: AU When John and Mary Winchester divorced, Sam was raised on the ranch with his father. Dean lived with his mother in the city but visited for a few months each summer. Even though the brothers seemed different as night and day, there was a deep bond between them from the start. Dean knew his love for Sam went beyond brotherly and he was ready to take it to the next step.
A/N: Sam and Dean's first time! We love those boys together! Mica & DDD
Crave
Dean was a little nervous as Axe drove them to Republic to the drive in. He'd never been out with a guy like this before and he wasn't sure how to act. Axe asked him a lot of questions about Chicago and Dean was thankful for him keeping the conversation flowing. They finally got to Republic and Dean's eyes widened when they turned off on a side road before getting to the drive in. He didn't say anything but he looked over at the older boy. They pulled up to a gate and Axe leaned out the window to punch in a code. The gate swung open and they drove through. There was a one story brick building with a small lot and Axe drove around to the back of the building. He backed the truck into a parking space and smiled at Dean.
“Let's get the truck set up for watching the movies.” Axe said to Dean as he opened his door and climbed out.
“This isn't the drive in.” Dean said as he got out and turned towards the truck bed, then he saw the movie screen.
The parking lot was elevated and they had a perfect view of the screen in the next lot. Dean smiled hugely and looked over at Axe who was laying down a mattress pad and covering it with an unzipped sleeping bag. He had pillows and blankets too.
“How did you know about this place?” Dean asked.
“This a country music radio station. My cousin is a DJ here. He gave me the code. It's a pretty sweet deal to come here and watch the movies in private.” Axe said as he set up the radio so they could hear the films.
“So you've brought a lot of guys here?”
“Surprisingly few and none as hot as you.” Axe said with a grin as he gestured for Dean to climb in the back of the truck.
Dean looked into Axe's smiling blue eyes and felt the flutter of butterfly wings in his stomach. He looked at the space in the bed of the truck and felt a small tickle of panic. Axe had set up a very comfortable looking bed for them. Dean wondered just how far things were going to go as he climbed up and got comfortable. Axe got in and offered Dean a beer. Dean knew that Sam would go ballistic if he smelled alcohol on him later, so he politely declined. Axe offered him a Dr. Pepper or Mountain Dew and Dean took the Dr. Pepper. Axe settled back and took a long pull from his bottle of Budweiser then looked over at Dean.
“How many boyfriends have you had, Dean?”
“None. This is my first real date with a guy. Besides you, Sam in the only person who knows I'm gay.” Dean said and took a cool drink of of his soda.
“You've got to be shitting me! You've never dated a guy?! Have you ever kissed a guy?” Axe couldn't believe that a guy as gorgeous as Dean hadn't been with a guy before.
“I haven't kissed a guy. A few girls have kissed me but I didn't like it. My mom used to make me go out with the girls I modeled with. She didn't know I preferred boys.”
“Figures that you're a model. What are you doing out here in the middle of bum fuck Egypt? You should be in LA or New York or Paris burning up the catwalk.”
Axe said looking into Dean's shimmering emerald eyes.
“My families here. I'm happy on the ranch. Why would I leave?” Dean met Axe's stare and smiled.
Axe was pretty certain that smile should be illegal. It was certainly giving him illicit thoughts. “What kind of guys do you like?” Axe asked earnestly as he stared at Dean with frank admiration.
“I guess I like tall guys with dark hair and nice eyes like you.” Dean smiled at Axe again as he looked into the older boy's glowing blue eyes.
Axe took a long gulp of his beer and willed himself to calm down. “You know. I could just eat you alive but your brother would kill me.”
“My brother isn't here.” Dean said as he met Axe's hot gaze. He didn't want to think about Sammy right now. He wanted Axe to kiss him.
Axe put his empty beer bottle by the wheel well and reached for Dean. He touched the younger man's silky blond hair and cupped the back of his neck. He started the kiss soft and sweet and Dean responded by putting his arms around Axe and pulling him down even closer. Axe licked along the seam where Dean's lush lips met and Dean opened up for him like a flower. Axe loved the soft moan the blond made as he did a slow through investigation of Dean's mouth. Axe finally captured Dean's tongue and began to suck it hard. He felt Dean's body go rigid and he knew the blond was hard without looking at him. Axe knew he had to pull away or things were gonna get out of hand real quick. He wanted Dean but he also didn't want to push the boy too fast so he broke the kiss.
“So, was that better than kissing those model girls?” Axe asked with a cocky grin.
“That was awesome! I really like boy kisses.” Dean said enthusiastically as he touched his swollen tingling lips with his index finger. He hoped Axe would kiss him again before the night was over.
~*~
Right after Axe and Dean turned out of the driveway, Sam hopped in his truck and went to pick up Jessica. He was going to take his girlfriend to the drive in and check up on Dean while he was there. He was glad Jess didn't keep him waiting and came right out to meet him at his truck. He was hoping to get a spot close to Axe and Dean at the drive in so he could keep an eye on them. He drove above the speed limit the whole way to the drive in lot. He was barely paying attention to anything Jessica was saying as they drove up and down the parking area. Sam grew increasingly irate with each pass because Axe and Dean weren't there. He finally picked a centrally located spot towards the back so he could see everyone coming and going. Jessica finally snapped her fingers in front of his face in frustration.
“Where is your head at, Sam? You haven't said more than a dozen words to me in the last hour!”
“Dean is supposed to be here with a friend of his and they haven't shown up. I'm just wondering what's going on.” Sam kept scanning the trucks that were filling up spaces all around them looking for Axe and Dean.
“Maybe they went to the Sports Plex to play laser tag or race dune buggies. The might have gotten hungry and stopped to eat. I'm sure they're fine, Sam. You just need to relax. Dean can take care of himself.”
“Really, you think so, cause I'm not so sure. This new friend of his is eighteen and I don't trust him with Dean. My brother is still having a rough time with losing our Mom and this guy might take advantage of that. I can't let that happen.” Sam snapped angrily.
Jessica put her hand on Sam's arm. “Dean's a good kid, Sam. You can't watch over him all the time. You have to let him live his life.”
~*~
When The Talented Mr. Ripley ended, Axe and Dean took a little bathroom break at the far edge of the parking lot by some shrubs. When they got back to the truck, Axe sat on the tail gate.
“Come here, Dean.” Axe said in a husky voice that raised gooseflesh on the back of Dean's neck.
Dean walked up to Axe and stood between his knees. Axe put his hands on the blond's slim hips and pulled him in closer to claim his lips in a deep kiss. Dean wrapped his arms around Axe's neck and curled his fingers into the dark haired boys thick hair. Axe moved his hands to rest them on Dean's ass as he forced his tongue deep into Dean's willing mouth. Dean moaned and tried to get as close to Axe as possible. He really liked the way Axe smelled and tasted.
The radio announced that the intermission was over and American Beauty began to play. Axe reluctantly broke the kiss with Dean. They were both panting and hard as they pulled apart. Axe was beginning to think that Dean might be the death of him, if this kept up. They got back up in the truck bed. Axe held out his arm and Dean snuggled up against his side. They both smiled then turned their attention to the film. When American Beauty ended, Dean helped Axe tidy up, then they got in the truck and headed home.
Axe pulled up close to the ranch house and shut off the truck. He turned to Dean and smiled. Neither of them had seen Sam sitting on the porch swing in the dark. They were talking about the movies when Axe's door was yanked open and Sam grabbed his arm hauling him out of the truck.
“Where the hell did you take my brother?” Sam demanded as he pushed Axe back into the side of his truck and pinned him there.
“I took him to the drive in.” Axe answered not understanding why Sam was so pissed off.
“Really, you're gonna look me in the eye and spout that bullshit! I was there, dumbass, I know you and Dean weren't. Now, tell...”
Sam didn't get to finish as Dean had appeared at his side. “He's telling the truth, Sammy! We watched the movies from the parking lot of the country music
station. Let him go!”
Sam knew about the country music station. A buddy from high school had worked there for awhile. He let got of Axe but didn't back off. “I can smell beer on you. Were you drinking with Dean?”
“Stop it Sammy! Axe didn't do anything wrong.” Dean pushed between Sam and Axe getting between them like he did when Sam and John argued.
Sam was still angry and he pushed Dean trying to get him out of the way. Dean stubbornly held his ground even though his older brother was much taller and stronger than he was. Sam put his hand on Dean's shoulder to force him to move and Dean slapped it away. Sam could no longer hold his temper back.
“Quit being a little bitch and go in the damn house!” Sam snapped as he shoved Dean roughly.
Dean whimpered as he flashed back to his stepfather calling him that same thing and hitting him. Sam saw tears welling up in Dean's huge green eyes and the fire inside him was immediately doused. He was filled with concern for his baby brother. He reached out to touch Dean gently but the younger man flinched away.
“Don't touch me.” Dean said as he turned away from Sam and into Axe's arms. He was crying now and Axe instinctively held him and stroked his silky hair.
“Dean, I'm sorry. Let's go in the house and talk.” Sam said as he reached out for his brother again.
Dean pressed himself tighter to Axe to avoid his brother's touch. Sam felt himself choking up. What the hell had he done? Why was Dean so upset? Dean had never shied away from his touch before or cried like that. Sam watched Axe try to calm Dean down and he felt a deep ache in his heart. He had been such a damn fool. Everything he'd just said and done had sent Dean straight into Axe's arms. Sam was really worried now that he would lose Dean.
He longed to be the one who held him, stroked his hair and wiped away his tears. Sam went rigid as a realization hit him like a lightening bolt from above. He was in love with Dean. He wanted to be the man his baby brother clung too when he needed someone. He wanted to be the man who held Dean and took away the pain. Sam thought he might have said no out loud. He couldn't be sure. He turned and fled to the house and straight to his room. He couldn't be in love with Dean. He loved Jessica. He was probably gonna marry her but that night, in his dream, it was Dean he was kissing.
“Dean, are you okay?” Axe said with genuine concern for the young man as he rubbed his back comfortingly.
Dean pulled back a little and looked up at the dark haired man. “Yeah, it's just my stepfather used to call me a little bitch and hit me. Sam doesn't know about that. When he called me that, it brought everything back.” Dean said softly his voice rough from the emotional storm.
“Christ, what an asshole! I'm sorry to hear he treated you like that. Do you want me to go in with you and stay for awhile?” Axe asked as Dean pulled away from him and took a deep breath.
“No. I'm really tired now. I think I'll just go to bed. I guess, after all this, I won't be seeing you again.” Dean said looking down at his boots.
“Dean, I really like you and I want to see you again as soon as I can. I'm on the rodeo circuit and I'll be in and out of town for the next few months. When I'm here, I'd like to take you out again.” Axe declared as he smiled down at the blond boy.
“I'd like that too.” Dean said and leaned up to give Axe a sweet soft kiss goodnight. “Goodnight, Axe. See ya soon.” Dean said, then he walked towards the house.
“Night, Dean.” Axe said and watched until Dean paused on the porch to wave goodbye.
~*~
When Dean's 16th Birthday rolled around, John threw a party for him on a Friday night. Dean invited a bunch of friends from the drama club he's started over for pizza and cake. It was January and there was eight inches of snow on the ground but a couple of dozen kids showed up to the party. After they had demolished a dozen large pizzas and two of Missouri's luscious birthday cakes, they started playing Silent Hill on Dean's new Playstation. They all loved the creepy video game and Sam even joined in for awhile. The guests were all gone by midnight. Sam and Dean were on the front porch watching snow flurries spiral out of the black sky and talking about the party. Sam shocked Dean with a sudden change of subject.
“Have you and Axel done the deed yet?”
Dean's eyes flew wide and he took a step back from his brother. “I really don't think that's any of your business.”
“I just want to make sure you're being safe, Dean.” Sam said more sharply than he intended. He had seen a cable special about AIDS that had totally freaked him out. He wouldn't be able to stand it if Dean got sick.
Since Dean had started dating Axe, his relationship with Sam had become strained. It seemed to Dean that Sam was always looking for faults in his boyfriend. He just wished they could get along. It seemed he was doomed to play peacemaker for the men in his life.
“I'm going in now.” Dean said and turned on his heel to leave. He didn't want to have this discussion with Sam now or ever.
Sam was frustrated. He grabbed Dean's arm. “Answer me, Dean. Are you being safe?”
“We haven't had sex yet, okay, is that what you want to hear. I've been too scared to do it. We've done other things but not that.” Dean said looking down at his feet.
“Why are you scared? Is he rough with you, Dean?” Sam was on full alert and in protective mode.
“No, Sammy, he's not rough with me. I just get freaked out and make him stop. I feel like there's something wrong with me.” There Dean had said it. He really didn't know why he got so freaked out about the actually penetration thing but he did. He supposed Sam would laugh at him now.
Sam relaxed when Dean assured him that Axe wasn't rough with him. He tilted Dean's head up to look into his shimmering green eyes. “Maybe Axe just isn't the right guy. When you're with the right person, the fear will melt away and it will be amazing.” Sam said softly as he looked into Dean's gorgeous liquid jade eyes.
The way Sam was looking at him and the soft deep tone of his voice was making Dean hard. His plump pink lips parted but no sound came out. Sam's gaze dropped from Dean's eyes to his lips and an undeniable urge overtook him. He leaned down and kissed Dean. It was a soft kiss at first a gentle pressure of lips but soon Sam wanted more. He thrust his tongue into Dean's mouth and explored and tasted him. There were warning bells clanging in Sam's head but he ignored them. He'd made out with lots of girls but kissing them had never made him feel like this!
Dean melted into Sam's arms as the kiss lit a fire in his lower belly. He unbuttoned Sam's coat so he could get closer. Dean ran his hands up and down Sam's muscular back. Sam grabbed Dean's slim hips and pulled him tight against him. They were both moaning then they heard their Dad's voice just on the other side of the door. The brothers pulled apart and tried to look casual as John swung open the door.
“There you are! I just wanted to say goodnight. This old man has got to get some sleep.” John said as he stepped over to hug Dean then Sam. “Don't stay out here too long. You'll catch a chill.”
The brothers said good night to their dad and anxiously watched him go back in the house.
Sam turned to Dean. “I shouldn't have done that, Dean. It was wrong. I don't know what I was thinking.”
“Well, I know what I was thinking. I was thinking, I never wanted it to end.” Dean said with his eyes flashing hotly. “From the way you were kissing me and moaning, I'd say you were thinking the same thing. How could something that felt so right to both of us be wrong?”
“We're brothers, Dean. It would be incest and that's wrong.” Sam declared.
Dean didn't like to argue, he stepped forward, wrapped his arms around Sam's neck and kissed him hard. Sam struggled at first but soon gave in to the desire that flowed through him thick and dark as molasses. When they broke the kiss so they could fill their lungs with oxygen, Dean looked deep into Sam's blue green eyes. “I want you to be the one, Sammy. I want you to be my first.”
Sam was frozen in place and couldn't speak. His baby brother wanted to have sex with him. It was all kinds of wrong but Sam had to admit he wanted it too.
“Think about it Sammy, but don't keep me waiting too long.” Dean said softly then he turned and went back into the welcoming warmth of their home.
~*~
About a month later, Dean and Sam were alone in the house together. Missouri had gone home for the night and John and Bobby had gone to play poker with an old friend. Dean and Sam had been dancing around each other since the night of the birthday party.
“You wanna play Silent Hill?” Sam asked to break the tense silence in the living room.
“No, I wanna play Seven Minutes in Heaven.” Dean said as he stared unwaveringly into his brothers eyes.
Sam swallowed nervously and raked his fingers through his hair. “Where did you hear about that game?”
“From the guys in drama club.” Dean said as he moved to straddle Sam's lap on the sofa.
“What are you doing, Dean?” Sam demanded as his younger brother cupped his face in his hands and leaned in to kiss him.
“Shhh.” Dean said softly and covered Sam's lips with his own.
Sam was a little shocked and a lot turned on by having a lap ful of Dean. Sam started to return the kiss and was amazed at how hard Dean could make him with just a kiss. Dean buried the fingers of one hand in Sam's thick dark hair and the other was tracing the muscles of Sam's chest. Sam filled his hands with Dean's firm ass and moaned into the kiss. Dean pressed in close so Sam could feel how hard he was. The began to grind against each other as they lost themselves in the heat of the moment. Dean pulled off Sam's long sleeve henley shirt and Sam tugged off Dean's sweater. They explored each other as they continued the deep sizzling kiss.
When Dean undid the button on Sam's jeans, Sam froze for a moment. If he was going to stop this, it had to be now before Dean touched his aching prick. Dean felt Sam tense up but he wasn't going to give him a chance to pull away. He captured Sam's tongue and started to suck on it hard as he pushed his hand into the open v of his brother's jeans and grabbed his cock. Sam loved how it felt to have Dean sucking his tongue and stoking his cock. It make him want more. Sam started to pop the zipper on Dean's jeans so he could touch him too. Dean kept sucking and stroking as Sam took hold of his prick and gave him a few long smooth strokes. They were both running out of air so they pulled apart for a moment.
“Let's go to my bedroom.” Dean panted when he could speak.
Sam could only nod mutely as Dean scrambled off him and headed towards his room at the end of the hall. Sam grabbed their discarded clothes and followed his brother.
“Sit down on the edge of the bed.” Dean commanded as soon as they walked in the room.
Sam sat on the edge of the bed and spread his legs as Dean got on his knees in front of him. His rigid cock was standing up against his taut abs leaking pearls of precome onto his belly. Sam gasped with Dean grasped his shaft firmly and lowered his head to lick and kiss the swollen tip. Dean turn his head, then licked and sucked down the underside of Sam's stiff rod to his balls. Dean licked the velvety soft skin of his brother's sack before sucking one ball and then the other into the molten heat of his mouth. Sam had never had a girl do that to him and he nearly came from the intense intimacy he was sharing with Dean. Sam bit down on his lip hard to hold back his climax. He wanted to enjoy more of Dean's incredible mouth on him. Dean released Sam's balls and moved up to swallow his cock deep into his throat. Sam moaned and his hips thrust forward driving his cock into the rounded lips that were riding it.
Sam found that he loved watching his cock appear and disappear between Dean's plush lips. It felt incredible to bury himself in that warm wet mouth that swallowed him down so eagerly. Dean looked up at him with eyes blown wide with lust. Sam had to close his eyes because looking at Dean like that was making him lose control. Sam took a couple of deep calming breaths and opened his eyes again. He couldn't help it. Dean was so damn beautiful and watching him do this was the most amazing thing Sam had ever experienced. His hips thrust again and his cock twitched as Dean was driving him to the brink of his orgasm. Sensing that, Dean pulled off Sam's throbbing prick and looked up at him with a dazzling smile.
“My turn, Sammy.” Dean said with a coy little wink and climbed up on the bed. He positioned himself on his hands and knees and wiggled his perfectly shaped ass at his brother in invitation. “There's lube and condoms in the night stand.”
Sam walked around the bed and grabbed the lube. “I don't want to use a condom, Dean. I always have to use them with girls. I want it to be different with you.”
Dean looked at his brother with wide eyes and husked. “Okay, Sammy.”
Sam walked up the bed on his knees until he was directly behind Dean. His brother was propped on his elbows and knees with his legs parted and his ass in the air. Dean looked back at his brother and gave him a dazzling smile. Sam returned the smile and Dean tipped him a flirty wink before turning back and settling into position.
Sam reached out and touched the satiny soft skin of Dean's incredible ass. He could hardly believe how amazing his brother felt under his hands. He ran his index finger down Dean's crack to his pink bud. Sam pressed at the opening feeling the resistance of the furled muscle there. He lubed up his index finger and tried again. This time he popped past the ring of muscle and began to press deeper.
Dean had had Axe's fingers in his ass before when the older boy sucked him off. He liked the feeling and it was especially good because it was Sam's finger pushing deep inside him. Dean took deep breaths and willed himself to relax as Sam continued to prep him. By the time Sam had three fingers in, Dean was going crazy with need.
“Sam, please. I need your cock inside me.” Dean cried out his voice wrecked with need.
Sam was shocked still for a moment. He was going to have sex with his virgin baby brother. This would change everything between them. Hell, it would change their whole lives. Sam found he wanted that change and he guided his rigid cock to Dean's opening and thrust forward in a slow, steady motion until the engorged head popped through the opening. Dean and Sam both gasped and went utterly still for a moment. Their whole world would be measured in before and after this moment now. The enormity of it was a bit overwhelming.
Dean didn't say anything, his voice was too choked with emotion. He simply reached back a hand and placed it over Sam's which was resting on his him. Sam was incredibly grateful for the reassuring touch. He threaded his fingers through Dean's and held on for a moment. When they could both breathe again, Sam released Dean's hand so he could brace himself. Sam began to feed his cock inch by inch into Dean's molten core. Dean's inner muscles fluttered and gripped at the thick invading rod. Sam thought the sensation was heavenly and he moaned his appreciation long and loud. He kept pushing forward until he was buried full length inside his baby brother. Sam was still for a moment savoring the feel of the Dean's inner muscles massaging his cock. After a moment the muscle began to relax and Sam pulled out until only the crown of his cock was still inside Dean. Sam gripped Dean's slim hips and began to thrust in earnest. Dean gasped and moaned as his hands grabbed fistfuls of the quilt on his bed.
Sam was amazed at how it felt to be inside Dean's tight hot channel. He loved the feel of sliding the smooth flesh of his shaft between the inward curving slopes of his brother's creamy butt cheeks. Sam loved the massaging grip of Dean's inner muscles along the length of his hard pounding prick. He loved how the muscles in his abdomen, thighs, back and ass flexed as he thrust his cock in over and over with increasing force and speed. Sam had found his nirvana and he never wanted to leave.
Dean felt like Sam was claiming him as he pressed back to meet his brother's powerful thrusts. He knew Sam was strong but this was almost more than he could take. His whole body was moved with each impact and his bed pounded against the wall. He felt Sam speeding up even more and nailing him to the mattress as Dean's arms gave out and he face planted on his bed.
Sam switched his position as he drove down into Dean even faster and with greater force. He must have done something right cause he heard Dean's muffled shout of pleasure. Sam buried himself to the hilt in his brother as his orgasm overwhelmed him. His thighs flexed, his ass cheeks contracted and his abdominal muscles went rigid as he shot out pulse after pulse of hot creamy come into Dean's inner most depths. Sam shuddered helplessly and clung to Dean's hips to steady himself until the storm of his climax passed. Dean was shivering and shaking beneath him as he spilled his release on the quilt under him. Sam gently pulled his wilting cock free and moved to Dean's side. Dean turned and pressed back against Sam so the older boy was spooning him. Sam was afraid to speak and ruin the moment. He held Dean close and leaned down to kiss the top of his head and then the side of his neck.
“Love you, Sammah.” Dean cooed softly and sighed contentedly.
“Love you too, Dean.” Sam husked close to Dean's ear.
Sam did love Dean more than anything else in the world but what do you do when you discover your soul mate is your baby brother?
CRAVE - Part 3