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I don't. Listen, there is no way I can tell you where I'll be in twenty days, much less twenty years. I shouldn't even be here now. My life came at a price that is too high for me to forget about, but I can't rest easy and think it means I'm still going to be kicking around in twenty years. I make choices every day that could get me killed. Hell, ( Read more... )

Sammy is better at this intro shit than I am. If you want the basics of our early years go check out his essay on the topic. I'm not going to talk to you people about my mother's death. It's private and it doesn't concern you. I will tell you that you guys have got to wake the hell up and start protecting yourself. Stop hitch-hiking christ. Stop ( Read more... )

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Passion will drive a good man insane. Dean knows this because he watched it happen to his father after that thing took his mother away. It's not that Dean believes his father has completely lost his grip on sanity, but whatever used to drive John Winchester to get through the day didn't matter once Dean and Sam's mother was killed. The need for ( Read more... )

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I just wanted to link up the Metallica "Black" album, but Sammy said that was cheating. Whatever.

1. Enter Sandman by Metallica
2. Highway to Hell by ACDC
3. I disappear by Metallica
4. House of the rising sun by the Animals
5. Creeping Death by Metallica
6. Paranoid by Black Sabbath
7. Photograph by Def Leppard
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I am not writing a letter to Santa. It's stupid. You know when I first learned there was no Santa Claus? Not long after Mom died. Dad didn't try and bullshit Sammy and me about things like Santa, the Easter Bunny, or the tooth fairy. We learned about the real deal stuff that parents try convincing their kids don't exist. Like there isn't a monster ( Read more... )