herein lies my dilemma ( Read more... )

recently i've been such an exhibitionist i need to be more conscious about my annoying posts on facebook. university has made me a social network slave.

sigh, i must be really lonely.

and have i mentioned?
this has been a really lousy week. i feel like such a lousy person. 

怎么了？
为何我们都不开心。。。

朋友，
加油！我请你吃糖！！！！！！！！！

we are not alone.

I like the night. I like the cooling breeze and the peaceful conversations. I like retreating to my thoughts and feeling protected there. The night can be painful too. Some nights I am overwhelmed by this emptiness and unworthiness. But it only empowers me to be better; And be worthy ( Read more... )

everything i touch turns to dust. i can fail at anything; but this, i really don’t want to. it’s been so long and now all i do is doubt myself. the heart is cold and the purpose is lacking. i am sorry i can’t do better. i am sorry we have to pretend that it’s alright. i am sorry i can't make lemonade. 

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and it was true what she said. and it'd explain my perpetual weariness. a kind reminder, but superfluous as i knew it a long time ago. but what she don’t know is that there’s no turning back. - i’m too far off. soon i will forget the reason for my weariness. i will be accustomed to it. i will not like it, but i wouldn’t know it. it will become a ( Read more... )

 FAIL!
just like everything else.

i give up waiting for that perfect post or moment. they just all end up drafted or deleted. this time i swear i am going to press post and return to dearBob. then i am going to study for my mid-terms of which i am totally screwed for :( 

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Dear Bob will be back when Im feeling less lazy