yesterday was the wake. it was extremely sad, and i still cant believe it. life sure knows how to kick you in the ass. but afterwards, we partied for him at adam's/ it was INSANE!!! there was beer EVERYWHERE, circle pits, 2steps, skinheads, hott chicks, new friends, big slushies, smiles, tears, a drunk JJ, and a bitch ( Read more... )

i remember that day at metro, hutch needed a ride to his house. he needed to put away his bong water. haha he was something else. i just saw him last week at cvs. i never saw that kid without a smile on his face.

reading his myspace comments hurts so much. i just cant believe it.

rest in peace hutch. you will be missed.

my future depends on this summer. i hate it here. no one needs me. everyone else has something to do, someone to stick around for. i'm merely just someone to call when no one else is around. everything that i know about this area just gives bad memories. while everyone dances in their happiness, i sit back and watch. i try and feel happy for them ( Read more... )

last, my homegirls and i went to see the break up. pretty good, pretty funny, real sad. made me think, too much ( Read more... )

thursday me and goff went to see coheed in philly ( Read more... )

last night me and cyrille hung out. oh. what a time ( Read more... )

school's over.
summer's starting.
good shows are coming up.
i cant wait.

i saw john langsford last night.

i wish i was a 'looker' so i could get a bf.
oh well, bummer.
summer hookups were last year.

this is gonna be one fucking shitty season.
gee golly.

the other day me & Gregor went for lunch ( Read more... )

so i have pretty much shut myself out from everything and everyone. i have shut out all my emotions. i always used to feel like shit everyday and i figure if i could stop that then id be fine. well now i really dont feel like anything. i realized that any advice i have given to someone is full of lies and thoughts i know nothing about. i cant ( Read more... )

i hate this thing anymore.
i never have money, ever.
i hate that too.
i'm hungry, like really hungry.
gatorade has been my only source of nutrition the past week.
except for PANCAKES!!!
i hardly sleep anymore,
and i'm flunking history.
i wish i had somethign t oshare that everyone cared about.
but i dont, never do, and never will.