ummmmmm.
yo wut up.
new journal.


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so this is hit,
i hit rock bottom.

you dont need to read this livejournal anymore to know that everyday i wake up my life gets worse and worse.
so im done with this.
so if u miss my posts, just look back on all the sad & pathetic ones, cuz that's all that fills my days.

what a fucking day.

things are going fantastic.
and this weekend was nothing less than amazing.
so thats why im willing to pay someone 1 million dollars to make sure they dont end up like last time.

things can only get better tho cuz tomorrow i get to go on the flume.
i love knoebles.

if i dont go to this is hardcore.
im gonna flip!

old brand new is fucking awesome.
it's such an awesome night.
the weather is bada$$.
i want to be in the tent right now,
but its too dark to carry blankets up a mountain.

tomorrow.
yeah right.

so my new job sucked so bad.
and they threatened to fire me,
but i quit.
kinda like they do on tv shows
"you cant fire me, i quit!" haha

umm last night was interesting
to say the least.
i didnt want to, but did.
oh well, i dont like him.
mistake? yea. whatever.

roller derby.
i love it.

i let it happen again.
i need to say no.
maybe next time.

honestly, im starting to rethink a lot of things.
i only live once and never got drunk....
i feel like im missing out on something.
but i wouldnt break edge for a fucking beer.
i'm going out with a bang.

i dont even know whats going on in my head.

yo, i hope he means it.
or can at least pretend like its his job.
i hope i get my hopes up.
cuz i love that feeling.
yea, you know the one where you KNOW you're setting youself up for dissapointment, cuz you KNOW that you're better off dead.
plus i'm pretty stupid
and INSANELY DESPERATE.

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