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eeeish. i need to go on a fast. i have been letting it allllll go lately. mostly because it's summer and i have this mind set that tells me if i fail once then i'm doomed for life. annnnd it's time to get out of that mindset.

one thing i'm real excited for college for is because i have freedom. my mom won't tell me what to eat. and i'll be way ( Read more... )

my heart is .s.k.i.p.p.i.n.g. beats.

i don't know what to feel right now.

i have butterflies fighting each other in my stomach.

i'm sad, but trying to forget about it all at the same timewhat the heck...i'm ♥broken ( Read more... )

♥ i need to have a crush on a ♥boy♥ who doesn't have a g i r l f r i e n d.
♥ i need to lose weight.
♥ i should clean my room.
♥ i really would like a b♥yfriend.
♥ i would appreciate being .c.u.t.e.

so i like him still. but honestly, i don't care anymore. he's mormon anyways; it would never be anything more than just boyfriend and girlfriend. even though that would be fun ( Read more... )

i want to be tiny.

i want to drink gallons of water.

i want bones to show.

i want pictures of my with bone definition.

i want to display good pictures of myself.

i want him.

i want a tight tummy.

i want this:
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some people are just bitches. and cut you out of their pictures ( Read more... )

drinking:
1-2 cans of regular soda, 33% risk of obesity.
2-3 cans of diet soda, 55% risk of obesity.

yep. i just saw it on the news. true or not, diet or not, soda is bad.

the new fad: flavored water.

♥ i could stop eating ( Read more... )

If you think about it...everything is just so bland. I don't want to do anything. And I wish I were an inanimate object.

Even though I love God and I'm all for Him and the afterlife/going to Heaven, it just seems so...blahhh.

Ok, so I grow up, have fun with friends, get married - hopefully, have a beautiful house, have a quiant little family ( Read more... )