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[dear_emily]

Didn't go running tonight. I am one lazy girl. I'm thinkin' I'll be tryin' that Fruit2O soon here. A no-calorie flavored-water...heck yes! It's like my ED savior! Hopefully the flavor is good, not icky and medicine-y

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[oneredbracelet]

I just read all you entries that I've missed and I'm remembering what I'm supposed to be doing. I mean, with the hectic weather and cramming for exams and shit I've been getting way off track. With all the distractions, I've been eating. And somewhat regularly too. It's getting so sickening. I mean, when I have a delay I'm with my mother and therefore I'm forced to eat breakfast. Horrible, I know. I have no idea as how to get out of it either. So, today has pretty much gone to hell as I've already messed up and it's only 8:52.

<3 o.r.b.

PS-- This'll sound really random, but... Are you going to school for Psychology? I'm interested in this field and was wondering what sort of job you hope to attain and all that jazz.

[dear_emily]

Yeah, I have been waaaay off track lately, too! (As you can see from the posts). But, well this helps me sometimes, but this was said to me one time..."Mistakes are ok as long as you don't repeat them." If you mess up, it's ok. It was a small mistake among all the other success you'll have. So even though you're down right now, like me, I know we can both get back up. I think it's easier, at least for my mindset, if I eat healthy, I don't feel as bad. Even if eating five apples seems like a lot, it's better than a double cheeseburger at McDonald's, right? At least that's how I look at it. But don't worry, you just keep on keepin' on. (I'm putting that in like all my comments because it's pretty much the best quote ever!) And yeah, I am goin' to school for pscyhology. I don't know exactly what kind of job I'll get with this major...I found this certain field of psychology called neuropscyhology where you study the brain and apply that to how people "work". So maybe I'll work in a hospital, or I don't know...where ever those kinds of

[oneredbracelet]

I know. I find psychology fascinating and all, but I just don't know if it's a practical thing to pursue. I did a paper on the career of psychiatry and you said that you were wanting to work in a /hospital/ for neuropsychology. I'm not too sure, but that might be a branch of psychiatry. I'm not exactly sure though. I was all raring to be a psychiatrist until I realized that you had to go to med school and do residencies. x_x Not only is that a long time, but I don't think I have that kind of money. Okay, that was kind of off topic. -poke- Thanks for the advice 'nd all.

So I decided that I'm /not/ eating breakfast tomorrow (even if I have a delay and whatnot). I told my mom: I think I'll skip the breakfast tomorrow. I said, "I feel like I'm eating you out of house and home." Though it isn't true in the least bit, she agreed. I'm happy. And don't worry, I'll keep on keepin' on... but you have to keep on keepin' on too!

[dropxdeadly]

Hey, I saw you on that mary-kate sight of in_perfections' (rip) and I liked your icon. Neway, I just wanted to say that Fruit2O is amazing and not medicine-y at all. PLUS they have a new flavor w/zero calories, a citrusy taste, AND caffeine. It keeps me going and costs my waist nothing. <3

[dear_emily]

And I don't wanna feel like I'm just saying the same thing back, but I really do love your icon! I'd rather be a statistic of anorexia, than a statistic of those stuck-up, orange, PERFECT-BY-FREAKIN'-NATURE, bitchy-because-they're-perfect, ho bag girls. You know who I mean...those girls that you hate because you can't hate them. Yeah. The ones who *only* buy $90 A & F pants and $50 flimsy Hollister shirts. It would be nice to wear those things, but if you get so materialistic that you start ditching your old friends and be a complete snob all the time...then I'd rather be anorexic. Sorry, personal moment there...but I really do love your icon! And thank you for that Frui2O info. It'll be like my new coffee!

[oneredbracelet]

I'm beating a dead horse when I say this, but Fruit2O is a godsend. I live off of that schtuff. I buy it at Sam's Club (a wholesale warehouse) in big boxes. There's reglar and now they have this Fruit2O plus. It has vitamins in it and stuff. I'm not sure if there are calories in that though.

I'm going to have to look for the kind with caffeine. I'm so excited.

[dropxdeadly]

For me it was a bitter-sweet thing. I dunno, my relationship with Ana is a love/hate thing. I dont really want out, but I want to want you, you know? *Shrugs* But yeah, I mean I've always been 'thin' but those perfect-by-nature-snobby-by-choice girls piss me off too. <3 I just might add you.