I have found a boy that I believe would be a good one; he's attractive, more his personality attracts me more, he's perfect...and I am not
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o...m...g... we are exactly the same its not even funny. i looked at your journal through _thinspiration_ and...wow... its scary.
I am going to prom on May 14 and i cannot seem to get my grubby paws off of food. I will look through magazines and see girls wearing boho clothes and all i can think is "when i lose weight, i will look so cute, but i cant pull it off now."
I read galmour and cosmo, making mental notes on what i will buy when "i am thin" and how much happier i will be "when i am thin".
I want to be able to wake up in the morning, throw on anything and look cute and not scrutinize myself in the mirror for an hour and go to school feeling like shit.
20 pounds... 20 pounds and i will be happy...
everything you said in your journal is exactly what i am thinking... my words it seems like. It is so weird.
My stats: Age: 18 Highest weight: 162----11th grade :-( Lowest weight: 110-----10th grade :-) Current weight: 135-- :-\ short term goal weight-- 125 ultimate goal weight-- 110 again
Omg, yeah, I totally agree. We are twins! This is exciting because I love having a twin! But it's really weird, too, because you're right, we're basically the same person here. I wish I could say I was 110 in 10th grade though, or even that I was 135 right now. Holy crap, what I wouldn't give to be that low. But yeah...I don't have a picture at the moment. When I get a good one and can put it up, I will...oh, and when I'm thin. HAHA. It was a funny. Anyway, I'm adding you. Hope that's ok, Twin? TTYL fo shizzle!
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i looked at your journal through _thinspiration_ and...wow... its scary.
I am going to prom on May 14 and i cannot seem to get my grubby paws off of food.
I will look through magazines and see girls wearing boho clothes and all i can think is "when i lose weight, i will look so cute, but i cant pull it off now."
I read galmour and cosmo, making mental notes on what i will buy when "i am thin" and how much happier i will be "when i am thin".
I want to be able to wake up in the morning, throw on anything and look cute and not scrutinize myself in the mirror for an hour and go to school feeling like shit.
20 pounds... 20 pounds and i will be happy...
everything you said in your journal is exactly what i am thinking... my words it seems like. It is so weird.
My stats:
Age: 18
Highest weight: 162----11th grade :-(
Lowest weight: 110-----10th grade :-)
Current weight: 135-- :-\
short term goal weight-- 125
ultimate goal weight-- 110 again
My pic:
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