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the menu for the party saturday night at my mom's house:

apples and honey
almonds
black and green olives
gorgonzola and grape salad
fruit salad
tzimmes
brussels sprouts with almonds and honey
cauliflower puree
10 bean salad
gourmet macaroni & cheese
homemade (by me) dairy challah
williamsburg chocolate cake

it seemed i was years ago,
dust scuffling.

menarche inserted rabbits
down my fur
bladed, delayed agony.

four year tripe
noosed a yarn

baby outside;
those angels--

chorus of automatic
sprinklers--

switched and spun
in the yard.

i got dizzy in the hall
fell through my hole

wouldn't come out
for supper.

when i said the wedding date was up in the air, i just meant the *civil ceremony* date--- the private ceremony will still be in july.

now everyone in my circle of friends knows i'm getting married, so i can announce it here to the cyber public.
hey everyone, reuben and i are getting married!i'm moving to tucson at the end of the month and our wedding is soon to follow. wedding date is (news flash) now up in the air. it may be 6 june, rather than end of july. anyhow, our ( Read more... )

last night i dreamed i did not speak english.
i was a woman, from eastern europe?
a long dream
all i remember: trainlike dark hall filled with people
prattling in english and i did not understand.

_

've been thinking more & more abt the idea of
'burying my dead.'

& am writing a certain note in my head,

<3

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