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You are always on my mind....
This is the first real day without him. I left Michael because I felt in my heart that it was my only choice to save our family. Ever since I let God back in and am trying to change my life and myself, he's shown me that sometimes we have to make the choices that are hard to make. I really feel like I needed to come back to this page cuz my ( Read more... ) -
yeah um..
so im gonna start fasting tomorrow..cuz i broke my fasting last night ugh! didnt really have a choice though. anyways me and michael are still doing very well and i see it staying that way. we had a great night reminescing and such...it made me smile when we were falling asleep and said are gnites and i love yous...he said it 2 more times within ( Read more... ) -
im having...
wedding and baby fever...life hurry up!! -
cuz ive got one hand in my pocket....
and the other one is holding up a peace sign.
today was a really good day, except the fact that i just took a gander...lol...around my house and realized that ive been a little lazy. ill make up for it tomorrow. good news is i have a job interview on Monday! and i got free opening day A's tickets! all in one day! woo hoo...me and michael got up on ( Read more... ) -
whatever.
i tried to honestly apologize to you
you turned me down as i opened my mouth
you walked out
you keep saying you know what im going to say
i keep saying you dont
you wont believe me
you wont even take the chance
wtf!
my chest burns because you. your such a dick. i never want to apologize for a single thing. not to you. not ever. -
stirred up...
monday night some emotions got stirred up between me and michael our life our future and ourselves as individuals. it started out as michael telling me i was talking to much and i was telling him how ive noticed it to and it must be because hes my only adult interaction most days. and he was like well its not my fault blah blah blah hang out with ( Read more... ) -
killing time...music confessions...lol
omg! *cough* that was a sweet hit haha...i decided to get on and kill some time while waiting for my boo.
Upside: he has tomorrow off, so we are gonna have some fun tonight
Downside: he has to work tonight til midnight...ugh.
they close at 10pm and he usually gets home by 11:30 @ the latest...now it will be 12:30 at the latest. i hate trying to find ( Read more... ) -
fuming......
fuck live journal i posted an entry and it didnt post it said i reached the website in error...my ass! and the autosave was blank im not retyping that shit! -
Hmm...
so i haven't really posted in the last couple days. Mike had the whole weekend off so we spent some time together and cleaned up almost our whole apartment spotless...we're almost there!! ugh...i hate cleaning! I always procastinate and then have to do deep cleaning in return, so im promising myself to not let things get so messy and just pick up ( Read more... )
