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Sea Cicada
I'm cold, I want to be at my goal weight, I'm half way there, eating has been kind of stressing me out lately, fucking AC.
I would really like to be drawing right now, and buy some more drawing supplies and water colors. I would also like to make couscous or quinoa salad.
I look forward to running stupid errands like for example running to CVS ( Read more... ) -
Never had, but...
I want someone to make me champorado.
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Butter
My fucking back is killing me, it's been 3 days since I tried lifting up the futon and it still hurts. I start my new job at Mac tomorrow so hopefully it will be better !
I had a cinnamon crumpet for breakfast today with some cottage cheese, it sounds so proper.
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(Untitled)
I love laying in bed after I wake up, I love the way the sheets feel, just being morning lazy in my underwear with no time frame.. It's heaven. The sun is coming in and out through the blinds it sounds like someone's using a lawn mower a mild distance away, it's so summer. Its such a quiet time. Sometimes I hate getting up and getting dressed, ( Read more... ) -
Dai
I'm sitting in my room watching Daria, a boy I worked with once at the animal hospital said I was a prettier version of Daria's best friend Jane.. it was a weird compliment ( Read more... ) -
I don't know
I'm so tired so tired I feel nauseous. 14 hour days day after day, 5 hours sleep, errands, errands, and more errands. I get so sour when I'm over tired, even my eyes hurt. I was decorating Guido's birthday cakes till 10:45 last night. They look really cute, I know he will love them. I finish MAP training in two days... I get so irritated sitting ( Read more... ) -
Naytyour
Oh also, I went on and hour and a half long nature walk today at the white cedar swamp walk trail. It was awesome, to be involved in nature be surrounded my trees growing out of the water. Later ending up at a beautiful boardwalk that goes out into a marsh where you are surrounded by just ocean and grass. It was beautiful.
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Mini
I often wonder if I will ever like what I see, if I will ever feel satisfied. No matter the weight that has been lifted or the bones that may show if it's ever enough, and that is unsettling. I don't know if I can ever even be what I think I want to be.. I've always had such trouble with long term satisfaction, with this just being one of the ( Read more... ) -
Wrestling night
There is certain things that only grandmothers make best, and otherwise those things just sound unappealing or gross... Like strawberry jello with fruit in it, or broccoli rabbi. I always miss little things.
I miss how excited billy would get about the smallest things, like paying bills online, or cat accessories.
I miss how you and I would have ( Read more... ) -
Wadjua
The sun may be shining, but there is always the darkness of the shade
Where there's comfort to seek, or a cool chill to keep
Rays may lurk up to its dark edge, but there is always both feelings to sink like led.