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Champ
God work is dragging right now. Everyone is acting out. Once I get health insurance I'm going to go back to therapy. While Tana was giving me a massage yesterday she asked me how I was doing and I was honest. I said I've been really anxious and depressed lately. She asked me why and I said it has something to do with something that happened a long ( Read more... ) -
Shhh..
I hate painting my toenails, they are too small and it's strenuous.
I got into a minor accident today with two people I support in the car. I rolled into the guy infront of me (going like 2mph) in the work van on the off ramp from the highway while I was stopped. Thankfully there was no damage and not even a scratch to either cars, but it stressed ( Read more... ) -
He said, she said
Thank you.
Not to feel so alone.
Things about me
I don't tan, literally.
I get freckles on my nose in the summer.
I have never seen two people stay together their entire lives and still love each other plus be happy.
My mom hasn't had a real job since I was 14 (8yrs ago). Sometimes I feel like she was meant to have me so I could counsel her through life ( Read more... ) -
Hold
I've been so off, I need to get health insurance to maybe start looking into going to therapy again. There's things I've been keeping in my whole life. Even though I sometimes try to convince myself deep down inside that they aren't important I know they are and need to be addressed with professional advice along side.
I haven't an immediate reason ( Read more... ) -
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Sweet Little Laddy
I am crumbling away, 12 hours here, 14 there, it feels like its never going to end besides my candle I'm burning at both ends. When ever I get this tired I wan't to just cry and die. It's like I revert back to when I was a child being over tired and completely over whelmed with it ( Read more... ) -
Weeping willow
Fucking vagina fucking
Fuck inggggg
Urg
Bitch
Get me the fuck out of this hospital
12 hours is enough
I am so tired and annoyed I could just cry while someone holds me in their arms and carries me into bed. Help awggg weh
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Bird
I have been in this hospital since 11am and it's now 6pm. I hope Peter is okay over night and is good for his cat scan tomorrow.
It's so awfully cold in here I started shaking and had to wear Breanna's sweatshirt. I really want a piece of chocolate or a brownie from common ground. I'm also really thirsty, and think I'll have to be back here in the ( Read more... ) -
Nevey
My dinner was $3.69, I enjoyed it so much, all it was simply enough was Mexican rice and black beans with sour cream. I used to make this all the time when I lived out on the west coast, it was my favorite broke dinner. It prompted me to google and authentic Mexican rice recipe via the interwebs.
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Optical illusion
I had the strangest dream last night, it won't get out of my head.
I was walking down main st and walked into a sub shop which I guess my grandmother owned, and it was really busy. She was putting together a meatball sub and asked me if I wanted anything. She looked so happy and glowing, I felt such love for her. I said no thanks and said I was in a ( Read more... )