I hate boys that think that just because they’re boys they have the right to get angry, and not just angry, furious, like the kind of furious that causes them to break things, or make you cry. I hate when boys talk to me like I’m stupid, like “oh you’re just a girl, so you probably don’t know that red lights mean slow down, or when you hear sirens ( Read more... )

I’ll miss him until he stops missing me. I told myself this everyday, knowing that he had already done this MONTHS ago. Today, I’ll have you know, that I do not miss him, and not yesterday, or the day before, or the one before that. Sure, this week is better than most. I don’t wake up with him on my mind; he’s been replaced, FINALLY. It took much ( Read more... )

My biggest flaw is my insecurity. When I think about it I have to cringe, squeeze my eyes shut as if to hide from it. I get embarrassed for myself, it sucks. It doesn’t matter who I like, or who likes me, I will always feel like they like me last. They always call her, or him or someone, anyone before me. It’s stupid, and it makes me crazy. I’m not ( Read more... )

I’m getting so irritable. It’s like everything makes me mad, and being grounded just amplifies every situation. I’m jealous, of nothing. I’m sad that I can’t have everything I want, and all I want is to leave my house. I hate that I’m mean to you. I hate that no matter what I do, and no matter how nice you are to me, I take every emotion out on you ( Read more... )

You told me once that you were a firm believer in “everything happens for a reason.” At the time I didn’t like how you had applied it to the situation, so I argued with you. I told you that some things did in fact fall into the “happens for a reason” category and some things were given to us at our discretion; for us to control as we pleased. ( Read more... )

i'm feeling a whole lot better, not that i was ever feeling horrible, but i am defs not bad, i'm good.. i'd say for sure very good.. give or take the very.

i love when people say they want to be closer friends again.

it makes me realllll happy.

Do not sugar coat what you are about to say. Don’t tell me that you care, but we’d be better as friends. Don’t tell me that you don’t know when I ask why. Don’t use the word break, because a break means you must resume, and you already have my number deleted from your phone. Don’t tell me you’re sorry, and that we can still hang out. You’re not ( Read more... )

(i'm speaking from a boys point of view in the previous entry.. DUH)

... take your hands off me, please, i dont belong, to you... you'll see... take a look, at my face, for the last time, i never knew you, you never knew me, say hello goodbye.

She was scared that night. When I got there she could barely fake a smile; her lips quivered. Her eyes began to tear when she saw me, but she gave a few bats of her lashes ( Read more... )

I hate the winter blues.

I really think you should consider.

Consider what is laid out for you

Nicely.

With lots and lots of pictures.

Please wont you…

Please oh please won’t you consider.

Think about that time, when you needed someone to hear you.

And then about the time they didn’t

God I need some sun

Or maybe I just need something else

I ( Read more... )