As long as I cant see you
Everything is fine
As long as you are happy
Everything is fine
As long as I can convince you that I don’t care
Everything is fine
I swear I want you to love her, whoever her may be
Everything is fine
I’ll pretend I hate you more than anything
Everything is fine
But the truth is, when you spoke to me that way
Nothing was fine.
It made ( Read more... )

so at dinner i forgot my chem teachers name from sophomore year. 
i texted him: hey, what was our chem teachers name?
he didnt respond until 12: fuck you

i hate him. what he has done to me is far worse than what i did to him. TWO FUCKING YEARS AGO. seems like someone should tell him that he's being a baby. i hate him. welll i dont, but i dont like him ( Read more... )

i think boyfriends are overrated.

but breakups are SO hard.

christmas is soon, hooorayyy for that.

It was the kind of anxious excitement only a special boy can cause. The kind that makes time go a billion times slower and when you try to talk you can’t because you’re so excited that you can’t even breathe. Last night took forever, all until he came home. I waited and paced and wandered and mingled to try and pass the longest 45 minutes of my ( Read more... )

“Changes fill my time, but baby that’s alright with me, in the midst I think of you, and how we used to be ( Read more... )

I haven’t been someone’s girlfriend for almost 2 years. It feels funny, the awkwardness of having “things” with people and the whole introduction process always made me mad. My family probably thought something was seriously wrong with me since I just had a bunch of “things” which is the dumbest concept seeing as neither of you really know what to ( Read more... )

I decided I needed to get over him; finally, after almost two years of randomly hooking up saying all the same things, feeling comfortable, yet avoiding each other. This would be the time, now I could get over him. I’m done letting him get the best of me, I thought to myself, I’m done crying when I see him with other girls, I’m done letting him ( Read more... )

I love the emptiness of my house, when I come home from school and no one is home, it makes me want to yell and dance and sing just because I can, but usually I take a nap. I’ll watch my show, take a nap and work on homework in complete silence, and I love it. Today was different though, he came over and once he did, the house was lit again. I have ( Read more... )

I guess you could say I’m a thinker… or at least sometimes I am. I mostly think about the things I can’t control; I’m a HUGE control freak. Anyone who shares this horrible disorder knows how hard it is to accept that you can’t control everything. I have horrible anxiety sometimes, and today was bad. I was claustrophobic all day; filling out ( Read more... )

Tonight was bad, just as I had anticipated. My sister came home from camp, and I can’t explain why it’s so unacceptable, but it is. My dad has always victimized himself, and lately, he’s done it more and more. It gets frustrating because he’ll take it out on me, and tell me that I don’t do enough around here, when I feel that I do more than carry ( Read more... )