my family frustrates me so much.

not even close to okay.

i'll probably end up writing a depressed novel based off of them.

never goes away.

I fell by accident into writing my/maybe my college essay today. Its pretty long, but its honest. You can read it or not, i don't mind in particular. If you do though, do tell me what you think...if you want ( Read more... )

i was taking my contact out and i guess there was an ant on my finger because it crawled into my eye. ahhhhhhh/ewwwwwwwwww. I wasn't by a mirror though so i didn't realize this until sharp pains happened and i got it out. Anyways, it was just on my eye doing all sorts of damage and i think maybe it bit me, and that was probably one of the most ( Read more... )

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Ambiguous beats ( Read more... )

just sitting here listening to konstantine, with the melody of the piano and the current it creates that crashes into the other beats and rhythms and well music amazes me. no matter what. thinking about the concrete little planet earth spinning faithfully around in silent space and then hearing music, well its just crazy proof to me that there has ( Read more... )

I wonder if i will ever fall in love. Not that i'm a believer in astrology but my horoscope always scopes that i'm just not lucky in love, but i'll find my soulmate eventually. Makes me wonder. Homecoming is coming up. I have no date. I think i'd be lying to say that i don't want a date. However, I don't want any date. I want someone iiiii am ( Read more... )

i had to edit it. some things didn't come out the way i wanted them to. common occurance ( Read more... )

You know, before i say this i am not trying to contrue i meant for any of this to happen. but, for some reason, there's always a guy, a nice guy who kinda likes me. from afar i guess. and you know, i talk to them , enjoy company, but it always ends with me not having feelings for them. i think i sort of get excited to have a friend there for once ( Read more... )

so, i'm on antibiotics, aka huge horse pills. good news, however, the head is starting to depresssurize. for some reason i have much energy today and did some lunges in walmart. i guess that's it. my life is dull.