you know those days where everything seems to test your last nerve. hey today, kinda sounds like you.

i wish i was invisible sometimes and people would just let me be alone for awhile.

i shouldn't let little things bug me.

wow ( Read more... )

calley moved out. i don't like it, now i have to call her to talk to her. she's my only friend and she understands me. so yeah, this means the standard nine months of school has began and all i want to do is have it be over. I don't like high school, never have and probably won't miss it. I can't wait to go to college and read my books under a big ( Read more... )

his name is exhibit?! who's ice cube?

(see previous entry)

I really don't want my last couple entries to represent me. I'm not depressed i promise and my entire life does not suck. I like to live. i just fall over every now and then. it just takes a little pondering to get me back up. Of course that part of my life sucks but i really do believe it will get better one fine day. and right now i do have good ( Read more... )

the saddest thing is i already posted an entry about him today. For hating him so much i spend too much time crying over it. And you know i'm not crazy for saying he's the devil because he reassures it everyday. Today my little brother sort of swung his arm at my dad, totally not even hitting him and what does my dad do. Pushes him full force on ( Read more... )

my mom forgot about me today so the terrible happened. my "dad" had to pick me up, and he never ceases to kill me no matter. I didn't even say a word, but it doesn't matter, his words always come and they always shout corruption. You know, I always stood true to the fact that it didn't matter because letting me get upset over it would mean that i ( Read more... )

so i was reading my journal the other day and didn't like most of what i was saying, so i deleted and then restored just now ( Read more... )

me, lacey and calley are an emerging country group...unfortunately i have been informed my vocals are just not loud enough and if there are no improvements i will be forced to sing back up but i'm pretty excited to be famous, and of course we'll have to hire hot cowboys to be our publicized bf's and sing songs about good looking countrymen and ( Read more... )

i got my hair cut today its all layered... i'm not sure how much i like it yet my hair was finally growing out and now i have pieces up to my chin...oh well....i'm starting to hate summer its boring i go to dance on the stinking bus and i come home and i don't really see anyone at all. i got my AP test scores back...4 on english...2 on history.... ( Read more... )