thank you for the conversation.
i've been avoidant.. but of course.

we always have such good conversations.. there's always so much to say.

i miss you ( Read more... )

oh, i just completely figured out what causes my awful headaches.

for the past three hours. i have been up.
why the fuck am i up so early ?
i keep yawning too, but it's impossible for me to fall back asleep. i hate having too much on my mind.
or maybe it's not even that.. but this is bugging me a lot.

he's moving back. and i don't know how i'm going to be able to deal with this.

i dont want to go back to school
i dont want to have to deal with the ''friends''

shitfaces.

and shit face lies.

i wonder.. nevermind. i want to leave town. i just want to be in dreamland. or
i dont know.

just
burn.

this kid..
i like talking to him.

never hung out with him outside of school before, but i know it will be fun..

i am so.. depressive right now.. kind of because my mom.. and i just feel .. i dont know

i dont know i dont know.. i want to go somewhere right now.. but i dont know where

i guess being a bit too blunt only ends up in an explosion..

just stop it already. stop being so damn hypocritical.. i guess i could have known, this was all going to happen, it's high school. what the fucking else am i supposed to expect ? i just though you guys would be different, that you would stick to what you say and what you say you are going to do/not do ( Read more... )

i just fixed up the layout and bio page..
it's sooo late, 11.40, and i have school tomorrow.. fuck school.

and fuck you..
i am sick of everyone.. basically everyone i guess....

shit, whatever, i am going to go, my mom just yelled at me