i'm back in my rut, perhaps not as bad as it has been, but 25 years old and have really nothing to show. friends all around the country, with all sorts of accomplishments, making livings from their talents and passions. i am envious, and 25, and working at a dead-end, incredibly cliche lower-middle-class job, coming home, sleeping, repeat. my ( Read more... )

i like you ok i guess

they seem like good ideas, harmless,
all really, really poor ideas in the end

i could literally alphabetize all of you

to basically every friend ever ( Read more... )

Word of the Day Archive

Wednesday October 24, 2007

recidivism \rih-SID-uh-viz-uhm\, noun:
A tendency to lapse into a previous condition or pattern of behavior; especially, a falling back or relapse into prior criminal habits.

i don't know why sometimes when i wake up in the morning i still feel 21 and like i'm late for class and/or a taco bell date. some friends come and go, yes, some friends just come and never really go.


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i don't know if i can continue with the voxies. i just.. feel weird. i mean from what, sixteen until twenty two and now i'm just leaving you behind? aww livejournals, i am so sorries. forgive me?

was a mess. i will make sure of one thing, that next year i will have something to write in summary.

c, why can i never ever stop caring about you. i wake up after having dreams where i hold your hand and we laugh and make boys cry and i shake from fearing it'll never come to that again. and i miss you like crazy sometimes but i'm not sure what to do.

new beginnings, june 1st, 2006.

thurston goes to live with his daddy (my ex, mike) tonight. i'm so so so so so upset about it, though i know mike is the best person to keep him with since thurston was our cat ( Read more... )