still sick. home from work for a second day. yeck

ahh yes. beautiful bouncing boys on stage... ok. they're not really boys anymore what with the youngest coming in at 21 years old now and the oldest over thirty. but they give me such pleasure. was just about to turn off the tv last night when i saw a promo for 'what's on next.' nsync live in the bahamas. oh yes. earlier this year, i'd ( Read more... )

i've had a low grade fever since saturday and today the back of my throat is trying to develop scratchiness. stress ( Read more... )

whew. what a week i've had. these young people, my clients, are amazing. just this morning i had a session with a young man who has been a client for nearly a year. he's been working for many months and is ready to move up to a more responsible position in the healthcare industry. the morning session was my first with him. he's physically ( Read more... )

called my sister with happy family news. to my surprise, she told me that she had decided not to have any contact with me, my daughter (regina) or our mom. when i asked "why?", she said she'd have to tell me later...maybe at the end of the month. when i suggested we get together sooner to talk about whatever was bothering her...well she, got ( Read more... )

yesterday morning i read rumors of the mohawk.

oh yeah *sigh* and i thought the young man couldn't getter any hotter. silly me.

gay pride parade in my 'hood today. sooo many beautiful young men...

full moon... we are.. and love... and strive... and thrive... as...lunatics.

seems i have nothing but work to talk about. boring boring boring. actually, i took on a project and meeting the saturday deadline means virtually no sleep...and certainly none of my regular tasks. *sigh*

like i said...boring

but not the people aka clients. yesterday a big 18-year-old young man sat in my office and lied to me over and over ( Read more... )

i feel so much better today. the extremes of emotions my clients evoke from me seemed to have put me in depression. on saturday, my two clients appeared within minutes of each other. i sat one down with a paperwork project while i worked with the other. from the joy of the first to the heartbreak of the second, i staggered home...and into ( Read more... )

still fighting depression. i'm working out old issues of sabotaging my success. why do we do such things to ourselves? in a conversation with my daughter 10 or so days ago, she told me about an opportunity to do research and present her findings at a national conference in new orleans. she said that she was terrified. that she'd had a similar ( Read more... )