i feel much better now. spent a couple of hours on the phone with my program administrator updating all my cases...well, all in one of my several programs. we've a training appointment set for next month. she's a wonderfully patient person tolerating my inexperience and answering my many questions ( Read more... )

i'm practically underwater here at work. but the people keep calling me, so i must be making some impact. i feel...what? i don't know i lost my concentration ( Read more... )

my first client this morning, an 18-year-old female, recognized chris on my monitor's wallpaper. she was funny. "that's not nsync you have on your computer" she said as i opened up a browser ( Read more... )

i'm feeling a bit overwhelmed today...again.

program changes...
extented contracts...
what affect on my workload?
some affect, for sure...
certainly not less work

must perk up, two more new clients this afternoon

i'm not happy

working.
on a sunday.
argh!

6:00pm ( Read more... )

judith
who is she?
her song disturbs.
i like that,
to be disturbed.
examine and be examined.
sensate and feel alive.
be perceived mad
*laughs*
yeah

my client starts his new job tomorrow.

i'm exhausted.

my life feels very good. not only do i have a new job that i love and forces reflection and, hopelully, revelation, but i've been unusually inspired to draw ( Read more... )

yesterday mom and i went to opening day of the fair. a perfect so. calif day--sunny, not too warm. we were among the first to go in. mom always likes to look at the flowers and they're perfectly fresh on the first day. i like to look at the fine art and photo exhibits. somewhere between fine arts and photo exhibits, when we stopped to eat, mom ( Read more... )