OMG have i been stressed. i should of been writing in this all the time. i so cant wait till this semester is over. Just a couple more weeks. It came to a head like three weeks ago with a little anxiety attack that i haven’t experience in years!!! it was fun. so after that i started to take things easy, haven’t gone out just focused on things that ( Read more... )

lastnight is what i needed, a good care free night at the club. i meet new people and had fun ;0). and we will see were everything leads!!!!!

now its about to get hectic as i have a quiz in 20mins, i have to pack my car and be at work at 2 this should be fun, ill make it i just may have to go 3000mph.

I honestly dont know the meaning of vacation. I have never taken more than 3 days off in a row in 4 years and thats being modest. i work a 5 day school week, which includes hours of hw, lab write ups, labs etc etc. the only people who should ignore that part are the science majors, we are masicist!!! then i work every weekend friday through sunday ( Read more... )

Holy shit do my weekends keep getting busyier and busyier. Things have finally stoped since last thursday!!!! work work work, and a little play ( Read more... )

its crazy being pulled in every direction, managing 17 different lives and keeping on top of it all. i feel soo busy and it feels like im getting everythign i need to get done but still feels like im forgeting something and still feels like there is a shitload to be done. it never ends it never will. the only time it feels like its slowing down is ( Read more... )

Today is one of those days. i woke up at 7 because i have a lab at 8. I wanted to wake up, take a shower and go eat before lab but when u wake up at 7 shut your eyes and open them at 8 u kinda cant do anything but run around looking for your pants and stub your toes ( Read more... )

today is another just like anyday, its too long im required at too manyplaces and we are being attacked by the billions (i hate snow). the great thing about the snow is it closed the school down at 12 but that dosent matter to me because all my classes during the day are before noon. i would love to go out and have some fun but i cant its snowing.

its amazing how slow a day can go, im waiting for nothing but tommrow.

Im on a journey it started along time ago but i didnt know it. I am searching for something that makes this world less scary. Join me on this journey! Be truthful, fun and optimistic. i will purposely lose u on the trail if u stray from those qualities. if u make it to the end of this journey i will know i have found someone worth keeping around. ( Read more... )

my climatetology teaacher yesterday played the bangles "just another manic monday" and yes its still stuck in my head and will be for a week. that fucker ( Read more... )