I am tired of him...he always wants to think about death becuz I am usually depressed and he gets upset then I get even more depressed and start crying every damn night becuz of him think about death...I should just brake up with him but yet if i do he is gonna kill himself and then it would be my fault...why do i always manage to get into a ( Read more... )

well I got another gig on saturday so my band and I are gonna be practicing all week until friday night after school at 4:30p.m.-7:00p.m. So unfortuniatly I cant have anyone over except the band...Danny is buying us all dinner pizza for a week he just got his pay check and offered to pay for dinner plus my mom is gonna give us a discount for us if ( Read more... )

I need anger management badly otherwise i am gonna hurt someone very close to me and that would be my siblings...i sware i just wanna strangle them but i cant so i let all this anger build up inside...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

well i hung out with my good friend sean missed him a lot...wish i was still with him and if wayne hadn't of showed up i woulda made out with him but didn't which sucked but oh well maybe when he actually can come over to my house

I am bored and at school just got my grades only one f but i can bring that up...want to go see my friends right now...gonna meet this hot guy after i get done babysitting which is at 5:30p.m. so excited and bored at the same time...I cant wait till 7th period got creative photography and i want to go to that class right now...gotta go back to my ( Read more... )

hey,
I hate the way you make me happy...I hate the way you laugh at me...I hate the way you stare at me...I hate the way you care about me...I hate the way you lie...I hate the way you made me cry...I hate the way you hurt me...I hate the way you were there for me...I hate the way you kissed me...I hate the way you were pissed at me.

I lie in my bed crying day after day wondering how to say these three words to someone that I met this one fine day...He is special in every way...but yet he don't feel the same way...I want to say these three words to him but instead by surprise he said them anyways...I told him i felt the same way and yet today is another beautiful day