loser, screwup, worthless, undeserving.
thats my lot.  thats your lot.  nothing more than sinful flesh, and there's nothing I can do to change that.  There's no rituals or movements that I can do to purify my body.  Nothing I can do to make myself perfect, clean, sinless, or pure.  Not a thing. I can burn incense and chant mantras all day.  I can ( Read more... )

a cell phone and a loaded pistol
the best birthday presents
that I never got
rendering useless this day we've had
as time unfolds into a line
before us, turning, changing
casting out all the words
spoken to an empty hallway
before this hour will be drawn near
closing its doors for once, for ever
before I go, I must do one last thing,
prove wrong the order in ( Read more... )

for score the novels written below the flesh.
hidden from eyes by veils to sheild their nature from the unpure gaze.  upon this parchment is borne the marks from the swords of the welcomed invaders, who promised not pain but swore to spare quarter on all.  left only in their wake are the scars from the fight, marred eternal with the ash from the ( Read more... )

do yourself a favor and start being real.  end the empty headed excuses, end the nonsense, end the faking it.  be real.  not just with a few people, but with everyone.  you're not fooling anyone with this kinghell papiér maché mask.  every time it gets wet, the glue dissolves just a little, leaving your face that much more exposed, so that the ( Read more... )

knifewrench!!!!!

(x) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

The week that I just spent at camp was the best week I've had in a long time. So, before I go any farther, I want to say 'Harrison Boys, for life, yeah yeah'. Anyway. It rocked. I didn't go in expecting much more than to grow closer to God, but so much more happened. I made some awesome new friends, made some awesome memories, learned some ( Read more... )

im gettin over strep...im so incredibly bored....yippee for me......

I've had some moments of clarity as of late. So in this entry, I decided to write about not the ultimately meaningless and trite things that I have done lately..I decided to dedicate this entire entry to a debate that has plagued mankind. For those in doubt, it is the question of "if Jesus, the founder of Christianity and Saviour of mankind, was ( Read more... )

So the end up school is comign up and I'm happy ( Read more... )