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welcome to the indian ocean, great white shark capital of the world!
Finally a bit of respite from the black feelings that I have been feeling lately. Wildboyz is on and it's lifting my spirits considerably. There's a fake seal that Pontius and Steve-O named Jorge, and it just got anihilated by a Great White shark. Now there are seabirds divebombing a massive school of sardines ( Read more... ) -
wheels underneath my feet
I went for an hour long rollerblade thingy tonight. 1 am to 2 am, roughly. It was really cold and windy, and my ears were hurting pretty badly ( Read more... ) -
macbook land, part II.
alright, so the other day (yesterday, actually) my dad came up here to visit and to bring me some things that I had left behind. One of them was my macbook. Yes, the second one, the one that I was going to refund. I decided to keep it, out of convnience and laziness. So now I'm giving this thing try numero dos. I still can't decide if I like ( Read more... ) -
i see dots
ay, my heart hurts. not like heartbreak, but like it really hurts. like I just got kicked square in the chest.
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macbooks be damned.
I just got rid of my second macbook. yes, you read that right, my SECOND macbook. in under a month! everyone is saying what wonderful computers they are, and granted they are good, but to me they are shite. the cases feel cheapy and plasticy, as does the keyboard, which is incredibly cramped and non-ergonomical. granted, I think that is how ( Read more... ) -
wasting my time?
I feel like lately I'm just taking up space, wasting time. I feel like I'm just wasting money as well. I just got a computer that I'm really not happy with. I used it yesterday for maybe 10 hours and I was just getting more and more frutrated with it. It got to the point where I just had to walk away before I put my fist through the screen. I' ( Read more... ) -
that road ahead?
college is coming up fast. running...okay no scratch that....sprinting towards me. I did two years at KCC and I did fine. Held up a solid grade point average. Enjoyed most of my classes. But this is different. I'm going to fully responsible for everything I do from the moment I get up there on August 20th until the last day of classes. And I ( Read more... ) -
is it bad?
My life is about to change forever. I'm leaving everything familiar, everything comfortable, everything sane. I'm leaving behind everything that I know. And to say that I'm scared doesn't even begin to crack the ice. I'm petrified. I'm going someplace where I don't know many people, and where my only source of comfort is God. It's so ( Read more... ) -
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open channel.
flow through the air like a fish in the seas. release into the grasp of nothing and feel the embrace of God as your limbs flail for a handhold. know that you've only just begun to fall. where's the bottom? how far to go?
embrace the rhythm as it draws you in. no sense in fighting, because the beats will take you over. swirling, ( Read more... ) -
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It's been a month to the day since I lost a dear very dear friend. This time last month, I was still trying to accept that it was real. I was still trying to deal with this unbelievable truth. I was still expecting to get a call from her, saying that she was alright and that she wanted to hang out with me. I was trying to grasp all the details ( Read more... )