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I have weird dreams. For instance, last night I was a dance teacher to Angelique, Ashley and some other girl. Our dance recital was in my work's parking lot in a big garage-type thing. During this time, my friend had this huge-ass spider that she kept on a wooden leash and I got scared because it bit me and I dropped the wooden leash and I killed ( Read more... )

Was bored and on youtube, and totally remembered all these amazing songs. If you have more to add, please do ( Read more... )

I think everything I think of before bed is something I dream about. But what happens when something that extremely irritates you is in there, and you weren't even thinking about it.. Well okay, maybe you were thinking about it like earlier in the day, but it makes no sense. This is all totally rambling and I understand that. I just wish things ( Read more... )

I miss you now more then ever.
And I don't know why it's hitting me now.
Maybe it's because you won't be here for Christmas.
I don't think I can handle this without you anymore.

I'm afraid.
I'm afraid of stepping out.
I'm ready.
I'm ready to begin something.
I'm lost.
I'm lost in two worlds.
No control.
No control over anything.
I'm numb.
I'm numb.

Here is me posting about how much I dislike my father.
Here is me posting about how much he's ruined this family.

This is me wanting to leave this place forever.
I think it's going to happen soon.

I hate having emo days.
I hate missing people the way I do.
I hate how I can't do anything about it either.

I figured it might be a good idea to update this thing, since maybe only four of you even glance at this. Where to start ( Read more... )

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