been a long ass time since i've posted here. i'm tired. tired of everything. i'm exhausted. tired of chasing, tired of pursuing. i need time away from here. i need to leave here for a while. nothing but irritation. i know i told her i understood, and that it was just casual. but it hurts no less. i've hurt my hand, hard things don't give easily. i ( Read more... )

the cigarette crackles as he inhales its fumes. His feet moving slowly, propelling him down the quiet, desolate street. Barely visible in the thin light emitting from the few street lamps that work, he walks, alone. this solitary figure walking, contemplating his future, his being. Does he really exist? If he does, why? For what reason is he living ( Read more... )

Hey, i thought i'd post some of my latest photos. tell me what you think.  my photobucket

last night was fun. met some people, chilled. nothing real big and bad happened. besides one thing. eh. take care of that later. he leaves soon anyway. stayed up late. when i finally found myself in a half-sleep state i had a wierd ass feeling. like i was hanging on to the strut of a Piper Cub, trying to fuel it while it;s tilted nose down.....and ( Read more... )

( PICS! YAY! )

ok...some photos...


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Congrats Nicki!

I found something out last night.....Holy Water really does burn the damned! OW!

hahahahaha yesh!

i have recently become politically aware of myself and my country. i see things in different lights now. no thanks to college. if anything they've helped me notice how fucked up they are. i am always respectful of others opinions and points of view. but when i get in an argument, the other person (liberal) is the one that raises his/her voice. i ( Read more... )

so, my life is eh. not wonderful. not ugly. just eh. can someone tell me. i want to move out. where i can not be bothered every time i walk out of my bedroom to get a glass of water. i finish a conversation, then, as i'm about to pass that threshold to my bedroom i get called upon again to enter another. annoying. i'm not talkative much lately. i' ( Read more... )