I just need a job.. get me a job... I need a job. I need something to do goddamnit. I need to move out and live my life. I hopefully have a job at Bentley's. I really hope that I do have one there and if I don't get one there than I will lose all hope for myself. I need a job soooo bad. But yeah.. heading out for the weekend just to get away from ( Read more... )

It's all going to be okay the devil said to me when he passed me that glass of orange juice that slowly fell to the floor. It wasn't what you thought it was.. was it, afterall? He told me about the blotter and how it would ruin my life but I didn't listen.. I never listened and that's why I am here today. He told me that things would change in time ( Read more... )

I couldn't be happier than today. Well I mean I should be happy since I have nothing else to do with school hence of now. I am sad because I am lonely and have nothing/nobody to do lol. I'm okay with that it's just that I am soooo bored! All I have to do now is go to prom which is tommorrow and I have to go to graduation. I am sooo happy except I ( Read more... )

So I am finally on my way to graduating. How many days is it until the end of the school year.. what's that? One you say? WOOOOOhooooooo. Well I got everything under control. My prom ticket is bought, I got all the necessary stuff for my graduation taken care of. I keep thinking there is so much I have to do but I think I have taken care of it. I ( Read more... )

I thought I knew people ( Read more... )

I don't know anything at all and I'm somebody else ( Read more... )

Every Step ( Read more... )

I can't take it anymore. Don't fucking pick on me, I haven't sabbotaged anything/anyone in a long time. I'm done and over with that childish shit. I am fine with how things are going and than my past comes and creeps up on me. I am here always alone, always fucking alone. NO one can ever help me because their heads are too far up their asses. I'm ( Read more... )

Here's my speal of the day for all those people who are hippies. So it's free! Why not smoke it? Here's something for ya... sure it's free but I didn't take those lines of coke even though they are free. I didn't do that heroine even though it's free. I didn't smoke crack even though it's free. Other will say.. hey! you can't compare free pot to ( Read more... )

Never know what's going to come next at this point. I let everything flow and do everything that's expected of me. I've been trying too hard lately. I've purposely made sure I don't try to overwork myself now because I have been to the point that by the end of the day I can hardly get up. Everything hurts so bad. I am working myself so hard. I do ( Read more... )