She's your family, Lizzie, how could you?

Almost I forgot that today is that horrible anniversary. I made it to lunchtime before something caught my memory and it all came back.

It has not been an easy year.

I still don't know when I'm coming home. Dublin is unexpectedly peaceful.

Renee... Were you going to go to Deirdre's house in Dublin? I was thinking that I'd like to leave London for a while, I really don't like the atmosphere at the moment. Getting out seems... the best idea. And now that there is a place to go it seems like now is the best and maybe the only time to do it. What if there's not another chance to leave ( Read more... )

I don't want him to have her. That's what my heart says, although I feel like the worst person in the world. All I can think is that in death, he's won. And that's awful, that's such a horrible, horrible thing to think. She's so miserable, and not only am I jealous of him for being dead, but I hate him for ruining her last days with me ( Read more... )

Vince saw Melissa while clubbing and now he's asking us about it. What do we do??

Melissa.

Melissa.

Melissa!

I can smell the smoke.

Screw daily physical rehab and hospital care I want to come home! If this is the start of the end I want to be at home! Please someone come and get me and take me back to Victoria Lane! Please!!

I had a lovely time at Peter's Christmas Eve gathering tonight. Really lovely. I couldn't ask for better company on Christmas. I feel that hope, that Christmas hope, flowing through me, and I love you all.

Merry Christmas, everyone.

Have a beautiful, beautiful day.

♥

One minute you're waiting for the sky to fall
The next you're dazzled by the beauty of it all

I just really like those lyrics, this song. (Lovers in a Dangerous Time, Barenaked Ladies- I know very few people who listen to such poppy music, but still, I like it.)

Gotta kick at the darkness till it bleeds daylightYes. Well. There's certainly more ( Read more... )