we all strive to be so different
but in the end we're all the same

I wish we never had to end.

Orlando at 3 in the morning!
Band may have been worth it...

I am about ready to just jump out my window.

I hate this feeling.

AND I AM NOT DOING HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm done writing about my feelings.
everyone knows how depressed i am.

i wish i'd never hurt again.

and if i have anything to do with it.

I won't.

Stage 1-Anger
The only music I could listen to
was Co&Ca with Claudio screaming
about killing everyone.

Stage 2-Ignorance
I just pretended like nothing was wrong
even after she told me...
i kept believing
nothing was wrong.

Stage 3- Realization
I slept a grand total of 45 minutes that night.
I would cry endlessly for hours.

Stage 4- Grief or ( Read more... )

What if you knew you were going to die today ( Read more... )

HOW COME I NEVER GET COMMENTS ANYMORE?
DOES ANYONE READ THIS?

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So today was good.
I danced and sang
my salt and vinegar song pretty much
all day.

I didn't go to any of the shows.
Maybe I should of.
No one I really know went.
Except for Jacob,
But he would have ignored me
And moshed.

I'm kind of down right now.
But I get to go see Robots.
But I don't know if I can be happy.
Because we have to

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( promotion...again... )