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-I've decided to just let everything go through the motions of happening. And I shall watch it fall apart, while I stand admist the rubble, lost in memory.-

i seriously hope it rains all week.
everything is green and wet.
and reminds me of Barton.

i want to move back there.
and spend the rest of my days in the rainy
cold, gray mornings.
when the sun comes up at 4 o'clock.
and sets an hour later.

i want to get in the car and drive forever ( Read more... )

some of you have been asking me about ( my 'style' )

today, i will do homework.

i talked on the phone last night for like 2 hours. until 11.
then i had to sleep.

it made me feel happy but oh, so confused.
but that's not different.
from how i normally feel about all this.

so...if you only consider her
a 'good friend.'

than what am i?

today was bland.
like yellow rice.
and chicken.

but then i went to fairlawn to hang out
with kenny, maggie, moira, jeff, lindsey, and allison.
and we were cool together.

and maggie and i went to the bathroom ( Read more... )

i got tired of that other picture. even though i love it. so i got a new one.

i'm still completely unable to figure out what to do with myself.

she strolled through the forest ( Read more... )

I think about you every day.
And I love you a little more every time I think about you.
But everything around me is ending.
And everything around you is starting to begin.

"It's supposed to rain tonight." She said. "I hope it pours ( Read more... )

I keep falling into dreams while I'm still awake ( Read more... )