mmm i love starbucks. haha. so im waiting for Tuffy's to call and say my car is done... then im gonna go drive around... im so freakin bored ( Read more... )

ive been having family christmas dinners all week... and i still have another on saturday after work.... ugh ( Read more... )

it figures... the day AFTER christmas, it snows....

he dumped me... merry fucking christmas...

well just as i figured... today was kinda crappy. i knew what all of my gifts were anyways. i got my digital camera :) so im happy about that... but i got into another fight with Matt... he makes me so mad... what a jerk ( Read more... )

merry christmas all!!!

so im at my uncles right now... and im already bored. ::sigh:: but tomorrow will hopefully be better. Lena doesnt know when she is going to be able to go to Joel's... cuz Mikey's dinner is at the same time ( Read more... )

totally let down... im kind of guessing that Katie decided that she doesnt like me, or doesnt trust me... either or... i tried being nice, but im not going to act like someone im not just so she can say she trusts me around Cameron... fuck that, i did it before, and im not doing it again ( Read more... )

today was kind of odd... im ready to just move on... it was surprising talking to Amanda. well i answered her question honestly, so whatever. maybe now she wont hate me, only highly dislike me... ehh ( Read more... )

so everything is pretty much over. im about as close to being single as you can get without ACTUALLY being single... im scared. i havent been "single" in like 4 and a half years... what is being single like? i would like bein able to flirt and be myself again... Amanda left me a comment?? and it wasnt an insult?? im kind of nervous to IM her... but ( Read more... )