i justtt...feel real shitty right now...hearts beating like a mile an minute...and like tis hard to type with out my hand like freaking out with the shaking.

but then there is the voice in the back of my head saying"quit whining" that voice really really controls me...i hate it.

i just need something to keep me from ....going crazy.

girls always tell the guy friends that are interested in them about guys they are interested in ( Read more... )

is it funny that the only way i am ok is if i act like i am ok?
i am...just lonely now...i just need someone to cuddle with..i don't have to be dating them...i just want to cuddle damnit...thats all i ask.

i don't want to feel alone.

waiting on this day forever ( Read more... )

you know that overdramatic sad depression that is accessed at many times ( Read more... )

i have just been....i dunno...supressed ( Read more... )

alright....i was listening to my cd player..when i walked into the break room...sat down..i was talking tooo Aaron Wilt and his sister and there was this on black chick named "Koran" and she proceeds to ask me what I am listening to ( Read more... )

i dislike being the guy that girls talk to about other guys.

that is all.

alrighty, yesterday was so damn eventful and flavored and i hung out with two or three different large groups of people ( Read more... )

yeah...i dunno....i get my license back next week, beware ( Read more... )