I just found out my $200 court fee which I thought was due this Friday has to be paid BEFORE that date. WTF!! If I get 30 days to pay it I should be able to pay it on the 30th day! So now I have to hope that the money my dad is giving me is enough to pay it off because I don't get paid until that Friday. Stress I really don't need ( Read more... )

I now know why Kayla was miserable, and I was right. I wasn't being a narcisist after all and it was because of me. Despite me offering numerous times to leave, I guess to her that would've made things worse. I apologize and it won't happen again. Last night was the last night I will be around Kayla during a social gathering. No more worries.

I was ( Read more... )

List of Goals:

PS3 is already complete. After a much delayed wait, I finally have it in my grasp. And it was WELL worth the wait! It looks and sounds amazing. The was a couple points of worry though. When I opened the box there was no USB cable to  hook up the controller. So the first night I just got to look at the console. The next night I got the ( Read more... )

I'm gonna sell my car. But not after I make all the upgrades. And not for nearly as much. I'm gonna fix the headlight knob and tire, and sell it for $500. If no one wants it then I'll fix some more things, and sell it for a little more. I'll just do that gradually until someone buys it.
P.S. its good on gas. With a tune-up it'll be great.

Me and ( Read more... )

Finally an entry that isn't soaked with sad emo-boy rants!

I got paid yesterday. $316. Today I have $20. For 2 weeks. I applied at WholeFoods and Showcase, not to mention I had an interview Tuesday and I applied at X-mas Tree Shoppe to boot. I need another job, because $250-300 every 2 weeks isn't cutting it. It hasn't been cutting it. But it's hard ( Read more... )

The only time I ever want to write in this is when I'm depressed. Which I currently am.

I feel... jostled. I don't know how to feel, because when I start to feel comfortable with one emotion, an event happens to shred that feeling. So I start feeling a new emotion, a counter-attack to the previous one, and then another event happens to bring that ( Read more... )

This horribly sucks.
I was actually gonna post a positive entry. I know, right!? How things were getting back on track and looking good. So much for that.

Thursday started off great. I was in a good mood and excited for the evening activities and things seemed to be on the good road. First time in a long time I was excited about life. But of course ( Read more... )

Another day in the life of Chris.
Another fight.
Another shitty check.
Another payment past due.
Another drama filled moment.
Another day I hope I don't wake up.

I hate sleeping in a basement. Its incredibly dark and I always wake up after noon. That room makes it feel like its so much earlier than it actually is. And its freezing. Soon I'll have my own ( Read more... )

I am on the rollercoaster of life. Except coaster only has one hill. And it just keeps on going down.

My jeep is gonna get repoed. Can't afford it and cant trade it in. So I gotta start saving for a new cheapo car. My credit will suck but at least I'll have money.
Kayla is still going to the show with a person I don't want her to. So we still aren't ( Read more... )

Soo.

Still bummed out. Played video games ALL day. Didn't do much but make the time go by. Kinda wanted to talk to somebody today but they never came home. I guess their plans turned into an all day kinda thing. Oh well. Moving on.

I was gonna go try and get a new car today, but it snowed and I woke up pretty darn late. I think I'm gonna try to call ( Read more... )