this world is vile, I can feel the burning of my skin, my eyes my brain...I can feel the churning from within...

I've been trying to play this song on guitar the whole week. I finally got the INTRO right..all I need is to build up a little more speed!! so far it's impossible. lol. but fuck...i'm playing as fast as I can, I've never played so fast in my life....and right now after an hour of practice I can type soo fast. yes, type...i'm typing hella fast..well ( Read more... )

I can't face death. if one of my friends..hell acquaintances dies....it will fuck me up. I can't stop thinking about my friend. I miss him and I'll never see him again....that shit sucks..fuck

I'm certainly losing my mind. At this rate...I don't even want to imagine what could happen.

I have no one to talk to...I have to pretend I'm cool and strong and what not...but fuck, I'm losing it.

six feet under is THE best show I've ever seen. The ending was amazing. Corny but extremely sad and cruel.

I can't really think anything right now. You know that little feeling right before you start to cry, when your nose gets cold and your eyes watery?...I've been getting like that for a while. I've been talking to myself. I've been feeling very very close to lose it. I'm going to lose it soon. Too much pressure. I'm about to kill someone-anyone. I ( Read more... )

I'll bring all of you down.

FUCK my arms hurt like hell. They are so swollen.

Whatever.

I got a computer of my own - laptop. Along with a kickass computer desk.....I went to bed pretty late studying. It's so awesome. Now I can watch my videos in my bed without having to burn them into DVD movies.

Hater of the humankind ( Read more... )

...remember that joke of Dane Cook: the vicious circle?
where sometimes you're just down..for no reason...and all you want to/need to is to let it out...sometimes you swallow it up especially when you're in public....yeah, that one...

it was a pretty funny joke

Satan ( Read more... )