tonight ill sing the blues.

BLAEAH!

there are so many words right now that i want to leak out of my brain and into this journal. however i will not allow that to happen because i know that it will do nothing but hinder my current situation. i am worried as hell. and i do not do well with that.

life was meant to disappoint.

SWEDEN TOOK THE GOLD. hells yeah.

lack of caffine...

its been one solid week without any caffine in my system. i hate that my body was so immune to it.

one thing i have... a strong will, when i need it.

sometimes i look at the world around me and i smile. i smile, not because i am happy with my surroundings but because i am happy with who and what i am. there are times when i sit and laugh at how people portray themselves. and how important it is to them to be "scene" or to be something special. i will be the first to tell you right now, i am a ( Read more... )

blah. thats all i can say anymore. life's dragging. maybe i'm dragging. whatever it is needs to change.

give me a new city. give me a new girl. give me whatever it is i am looking for. i've given everything thats left.

i hate this!!!! i just want to know. sadly i know its not what im expecting.

3 months equals eternity...

blah... i miss the feeling of true love.

i hate that everytime i ever want to talk to someone, no one is around. i hate looking at my buddy list and seeing ten people away. it is two am and all. but still it would be nice to just talk for a change ( Read more... )