everything means nothing to me...

so yeah... last night was by far the best night of my 21 years of exhistance.

all i can think at this point in time is wow.

and thank you honestly.

four nights and a fall out.

how can i even think i stand a chance in all of this.

And when you lose hope ( Read more... )

heres how my day went ( Read more... )

i hate this feeling that i have inside me right now. i truly fucking hate it ( Read more... )

im not exactly sure what to think of life right now. id say that things are going well, but nothing is going different than any other day. i dont really feel happier. i guess on that same note though i dont feel worse than i usually do ( Read more... )

so i was reading through my other livejournal and i found some words that i thought were wonderful. so i will repost them here. they dont really have the same meaning now adays but none the less ( Read more... )

baguette baseball...
riding on top of an escort, teen wolf style, through the parking lot of panera...
almost getting taken out by a bat when mike decides not to hold onto it...

all priceless. sometimes panera really isnt a drag.

ever feel like you are completely unable to do a damn thing about life. like nothing is going to go your way. and you just end up sitting around all day wishing things could be different? i feel that way right now. i always feel paralized after reading stupid mushy ass posts about love. i hate love, i fucking refuse to even say the word these days ( Read more... )