hey. i haven't wrote in here for a while buti need to write a few things on my mind....
first off i am going crazy cause i want to go and marry ashley right now...i am so madly in love with her it's not even funny...i know in my heart soul and mind that i want to spend the rest of my life with her and make her the happiest girl that has ever lived ( Read more... )

so last night i started my new job up at the gas station on glenwood and westgate. the exxon there. so i get there last night for third shift for training and the guy doesn't even show the fuck up.
so i spend most night getting yelled at by customers cause i am not sure how to do this or that. i kind of knew how to run the register only cause it's ( Read more... )

ok so today and the past 3 months have been so damn amazing with ashley. i could ask for nothing more then what has happened and been going on. i love her so damn much. she makes me feel like i am the only one in this world to her. the feelings i get when i am around her are so amazing and it makes me feel so good on the inside. with ashley i know ( Read more... )

have been slow but amazing.
my best friend has been taking care of me with everything i do.
the pain i have everyday has been so horrible.
it was bad before the surgery but after the surgery omg.
i feel so bad all the time the pain i have is right at a 10 on a scale of 1 to 10 and 10 being the worst.
but ashley is helping me out by doing every thing for ( Read more... )

well today and the past 1 month 5 days have been so damn amazing, i don't even know where to start talking about.
so my best friend is the most amazing woman i know.
i have fallen more and more in love with her everyday and i will for the rest of my life.
i have been in love with her for 5 years 3 months and 22 days.
she is so amazing to me i couldn't ( Read more... )

well today was a horrible day at work and then when i got off and then and then and then. omg i need a cog so fucking bad.
well the only reason i have gone by today sane is because of her she makes me so happy, she makes me feel like i am this very special person. i feel like i don't have a care in this world when iam around her except for her. when ( Read more... )

i have no idea.
i want to tell her how much i love her and how much she means to me but i don't want her to resent me
for saying what i truly feel inside of me right now or what i have felt for 5 years. but you know what maybe i will one day or maybe i will just come out and say it on here i don't know.
ok i am just going to go ahead and say it on ( Read more... )

i just wanted to know if anyone ever gets on here anymore. this i sthe first time for me since like 3 years ago. lol. anyways if you still use this write back ok. peace out

damn well hello everyone well long tim eno write in wow it seems like everyone is just using myspace now days damn it has been along time since i have used this i had forgotten about this site til it just popped in my head and i figured i would just write in here and see if i could get any comments or somehting lol beril mainly lol anyways talk to ( Read more... )

well it has been a very long time since i have done anything in livejournal as you can see my last one was the 17th of may lol anyways well i hope everyone is doing great cause for right now i am notish i mean i am but i am not i miss alot of people like no other and like i don't know i work all the time and shit i just well anyways i have to go ( Read more... )