I'm single... for the first time in a long time... what's going to happen?

damn, I don't know how much longer I can take everything... I'm afraid of what will happen if I snap...
Would she leave me?
Would somebody get hurt?
Would I kill someone?
...
Would I die?

Jacquline's dad is letting me take her to the valentine's dance this coming saturday! He knows about it and he's actually letting us go!

everything hurts too much...

ok, well I just created my Livejournal... *party*