Hmmm....

I had some stuff to say, but I don't remember any of it.

I'm on Zoloft now, if you don't already know. Everything feels different.

Ummm....thats it I guess. People on my floor won't shut the fuck up.

Whatever. Thats it.

I don't know what anything means ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I write long journal entries and spill the extent of my entire mind, just to watch it all disappear by slamming my finger on the backspace and find myself in the glory of square one.

Think of how deep we would have gone.
Think of how much more you would've known.
I'm a tease.

I shouldn't be updating so much, but what the Hell. Here's the longest quiz ever made, which I might not even finish, but I might not have class tomorrow anyway, so what the fuck, now I'm rambling, so here ya go:

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Its 1:30. I'm wired, rightfully so, and I need to be. This is my little break from a history paper. I don't need it, I just want it. Greatest away message ever:

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Tonight's personal upset: you can't register yourself as being married to yourself on the facebook.

I think I'm gonna cry....

'Counting Tragedies ( Read more... )

OK, so here's my story, completely abridged, but some of you already know it. My therapist, along with most of the staff at the Manhattan College Counseling Center thinks I'm suicidal. If someone asks you how you would commit suicide and you know the answer, do you lie? I didn't. I'll be on meds before spring break, for sure. Maybe its for the ( Read more... )

Hmmmm....kind of had a bad couple of days. No lie. Its not really hard to make me have a bad day anymore. Just get me pissed off, give me bad news, give me an assignment, or even if you get pissed off at me. That'll drag me way down. Today was bad, too. Guess it goes without saying ( Read more... )

Ya know, its really strange to see some things in the world change that you've been expecting for so long, but there they are and its just so shocking....for some reason....It doesn't make sense....but here they are right in front of you, where you'd last expect them to be....Like you wanted something to happen, but since it didn't for so long, you ( Read more... )