well...i bought the regular taty version of dangerous and moving was mad because tower didn't have it in there store but i am ordering and i am ordering the russian cd too!!! sooo woootness. anyways i had a great night last night with jennifer and julie and kevin my harajuku girls we hit up every casino i think we would have gone to viejas if we ( Read more... )

it's so hard right now i like ihm but i am not supposed to. and i like so many people it's like i am 15 again. there are so many things i don't like about my self right now. it makes me mad.very

Last night i had a werid ass dream i am not going to go into detail about it i just wanted to say it. anyhoo, i am going to get tested for hiv next week woot. and no i didnt have sex with anyone i just get tested reguraly. now about kevin. hmm, right now were just friends and i hope it stays that way. i really don't want a relationship with anyone ( Read more... )

all my thoughts go to kevin. kevin, this is bad no one has came into my life since larry well has but no one like him or how he's affected me. it's kind of scary, thank god he dosen't want a relationship. So right now were just friends with benifits. woot! he's soo cool and cute. This is the first entry about larry in a long time well not long time ( Read more... )

slut..my true feelings are in my hand writen journal and or told to my bf katrina.

tonight i will hold tight to what ever feelings i've been having for this guy kevin, i wont kiss him or grab him or get close to him as hard as it may seems if i can do this then i will be very proud of myself but for some reason i just want to. so why not huh well i dont want to be used. that's why i havent had sex since larry cause most guy just ( Read more... )

work... i have 15 mins till the bus gets infront of my house. anyhoo!!! i dont hate myself sometimes i swear i like someone someday then the next iam like ehh. i know it's infatuation!! so many guys have told me they loved me in the last couple of weeks. bull huh bull!! most of them attempting to get into my pants. do they make no!!! well anyhoo ( Read more... )

well...me...me....yes...no...yes...no... I have a cursh on two people one more than other i just think one guy is way cute. and the other one i think is way cute and asian!!! and nice and sweet and cute. i dont know damm i like him alot i soo want ot kiss him i have a date with him on thursday after work he's going to take me to the movies. i've ( Read more... )

lol, jk no killer asian just ones that i am daiting for some reasn there like flocking to me. which i have no idea. but anyhoo work in 2 hors so i must go now. i love working it's sooo much fun i thoughti would never ever say that about a work place. nothing much else to say to much to write about forgot it all!!
much luv joseph

yesterday i hung out with kat it ws good to hang out with her again we never hang out as much because were both working people but anyhoo me and her are giong to live together soon. wootness!! we went to victoria secret to put make up on. the girl there was like omg you should work for us or for some place in horton plazza. i was like i should.lol ( Read more... )