i was looking threw lj as in my many other i am glad i wrote in it cause it makes me feel better to see my life is doing better. anyhoo this is an update and this is the last time i will be writing in this lj i have a new lj and i am not going to link it to this one. yes i have alot of lj's but you see my point is i like to start over fresh a new ( Read more... )

Thank god, Kevin is just a friend!! Anyhoo Besides that Obviously known fact. Katrina is no longer my friend which is a semi-good thing. Sure I will miss her we had our good times. But I don't think she understood how much she was a mooch and her things she did that pissed me off. Anyhoo RIP Chai Nigga ( Read more... )

what things not do ever again..and what things to do.

never be as clingy as i was before have my own life.

never introduce them to my friends.

don't move into together.

never give as much as i did before.

don't prelong the relationship ever again when it's dead.

and last but not least, let things go.

yes just leave it as that i am mad at myself i am tired of these fucking closeted bitches i am not going to take the time or effort into getting someone to come out it's too long and it so dose not pay off the first never last not that i expect it too but i dont think i can deal with another one like larry for example i dont think anyone knows that ( Read more... )

well well blah quick entry get an abortion katrian you dumb nigga bitch...and second more money need more money and i love lucy!!!

You know, when people say give it time let things work on there own. there right karma dose catch up to people i can't say much on here but let;'s just say it's going to leave me satisfied november 16 shall be a great day. i dont look forward to it because they could slip off track or go in the right direcetion. i had my tarrot card reading and it ( Read more... )

hello everyone sorry havent been writing in here my life has been really really busy these last couple of weeks or days or however long it's been since i've writen in here. my life just keeps getting better but with one minus i gota spider bite in two spots on my leg.lol. it hurts anyhoo now to the good stuff i have to remember to pick up the money ( Read more... )

well...blah...blah. I think I work to much. Well atleast i get friday off you know. it's my first friday off since i've worked at panda. in 3 months yep i've been there for 3 months but i got my evaluations my manager loves me i swera he's gay. he gave me my raise and blah and such. ii told my other co-workers that they got mad because tehre like ( Read more... )

well...blah...blah. I think I work to much. Well atleast i get friday off you know. it's my first friday off since i've worked at panda. in 3 months yep i've been there for 3 months but i got my evaluations my manager loves me i swera he's gay. he gave me my raise and blah and such. ii told my other co-workers that they got mad because tehre like ( Read more... )

yes...joseph wants to be alone. i dont know last night i felt like blah i miss myself well ever since i hang out with kevin alot or just blah with kevin. i am just like joseph is blah i don't get to do the things i want to do anymore i don't get to be me... you know what i am saying so thank god me and kevin don't want a relationship and another ( Read more... )