i think im in fatuation with this guy dave i seriously cant stop thinking about him and unlike my ex i will not get infatuation confused with love. as he dose or as he calls love which we all know is infatuation!! well maybe he soo called loves his boyfriend i doubt it! yes i am a bitch!!

woot other wise work is great huh!

This is going to be a quick entry before I go, Last night Was a great night!! I got off work at 9 from working a 12-9 shift crazy and today I work 12-8 Shift the reason in case you didnt know joseph is going to be a manager hello yes nice pay raise two i think it's a 1.75 and i get 90 pay raise soon to which is between 50-75 pay raise . but that's ( Read more... )

gay marriage yes!!! i wonder if my ex will get married probably the fucking idiot!! lol, i would laugh well anyways i am getting married not for love just for fun then divorced woot with who you ask carl lol this is how our names are going to be joseph espinoza-medina and carl mednia-espinoza!!! fuck yea lol ( Read more... )

i met a guy last night a really nice guy his name is tanner dont like lol, but i like him he is sooo cute and soo smart and rich which is a plus. i wonder if he will like me back anyways let me tell you more about him he's australian nice fucking accent. he's a lawyer well he is in school to become one. which is like totally awsome me dating a ( Read more... )

The non-existant smile ( Read more... )

Something hit me tonight. When I was talking to my roomate bambi. Just out of no where it hit me that i've been single for 8 months now!!! i was amazed that was the longest i have been single since i got into the whole relationship bullshit. i dont understand why you have to go into a relationship so quick or why i did. just because i liked the ( Read more... )

last night joseph had a date with a man ofcourse lol he wanted to fuck me let met tell you something this bitch is 24 semi-goodlooking and has fucking nice asss car and nice assss house and a whole lot going for him. but i didnt have sex with him why. cause he just wanted to use me. so anyways lol i told him he has to take me out to dinner at an ( Read more... )

dear lj ( Read more... )

another night of crazyness and this time where going to a gay club fuck yea!!!! joseph is going to get laid tonight. yes joseph is a whore now. if you dont like it then fuck you. i don't want to spend the great years of my life tied down to some pathetic loser that i will end up hating latter. and regret wasting my time and my life on them. so now ( Read more... )

well. off topic before i go into my main topic... My friend G i just found out that john cheated on her john was her boyfriend. the fucker! well anyways she's taking it better than i thought she would she soo loved john and im glad she didnt give her virginity to him!!! fucker ( Read more... )