to the people on my FRIENDS LIST ONLY!!!!!! : i have a new lj name. IM me if you want it. ashley and matt- you're the only ones who know what my other screenname is. find me that way. <3

others: either fuck off or comment if you want to be added.

i've seriously fucking had it with all this. i really..really have. i've missed the show, that was the beginning. i jsut wish he would quit. quit apologising, quit bringing it up. just quit.
i miss my bed.
i need a matt day tomorrow. definitely. and a spending all my money day.
fuck, i need a vacation. and a hug.

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drove around all damn day lookin for a job. only appled 3 places though. fuckers, no one's hiring. some fuckin chick at an eckerd looked at me and told me that she didn't HAVE any applications in the store. i was like what the fuck lady. people suck. it's true. fuck this. i'm tired. just waiting for matt to get online so i can see what's up for ( Read more... )

i want company. i want penis. i want a girl...and a boy.
the end.

mmhmmm. i started thinking about dave again today. please, brain, fucking stop it. oh jeeez. this is seriously the LAST thing i need right now. with me and noe talking again..i mean that's not a bad thing- just making me think of past 'relationships'. things that i cannot have at this point in time. every once in a while i think about him, but it's ( Read more... )

so. went to VA. had some fun. saw some people. went to a few shows. deficit didn't suck as bad as i thought it would. i got smashed by fat peoples and fucked my ankle and back up, but it's ok. i want to get my car. and go see ashley. and joe. pretty sure he doesn't want me to come though heheh. pretty sure he's tired of me altogether. it's ( Read more... )

bloody fuckin hell. someone come get me=(

woke up. fucked around. went car shopping, where an old man nearly ripped my hand off while 'shaking' it. dicked around some more. went places. had tutoring session, where i stared at an odd old man's trimmed brows for the better part of the 5 o clock hour. went to sandra and waynes. drove home ( Read more... )

felt like shit all day. but i'm excited because tomorrow i get to go to this music shop and look at some uprights *EXCITEMENT!* so that should be cool. i had to go to this pottery place and to TEA with BB and her friend. oh god what an afternoon THAT was. drinking tea with old ladies. jeezuss ( Read more... )