i dunno why i continue to write, i guess that it's out of boredom or something. i've been doing alot of thinking lately. everything this past year has been so screwed up. i lost the people that i cared about the most all in some stupid "trying to find myself again" bullshit thing. i can't even really hang out w/ the people who were the most ( Read more... )

ok, so i went and saw war of the worlds today w/ my family. it was a pretty good movie. plans fell through last night w/ the person from work so i went out w/ heather and jen. it was kinda fun, now i am again supposed to be cleaning my room, but that's not working out too well. mom wont let me go out w/ erin katie and ryan again tomorrow, but that' ( Read more... )

so,last night i watched miss congeniality 2: armed and fabulous. it was funny. the end of the movie was not about getting a guy back, b/c that never happened, rather, it was about her finding friends, i admit, it was kinda corny, but it was still kinda good, going to go see war of the world tonight w/ someone from work, hopefully, it wont be sold ( Read more... )

Only One ( Read more... )

ok, so i woke up this morning and was watching dawson's creek, this scene struck me as odly funny so here it is ( Read more... )

orientation was tues and wed, it was boring, but i met some people so yay for me!! me n shliz hung out w/ some very random people tues night, they were basically the people at red n white night who weren't watching the bet awards or the last real world episode, so we all just hung out. met some kid that went to holy cross, can't remember his name ( Read more... )

ever wonder why some people seem to be happy all the time? i mean, no one's life is that good, you gotta stop and think that maybe a shit load of them are faking. well, shit on all of them, i want their fucking secret. i wanna be able to shit all over the people that love me and not feel a fucking thing. i wanna be able to do what the shit i wanna ( Read more... )

HEATHER'S HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok, so after i got over that, i needed to talk about other things. 1) got 3 letters yesterday all dealing w/ college, the first one is that me n shliz are in a 2 bed/ 2 bath appartment, and rent is 717/person/month. my thoughts: now i'm really gonna have to work my ass off to be able to survive college. the ( Read more... )

this song is for a friend of mine who just broke up w/ her bf, and it is also the way i am now quickly begining to feel about a certain person ( Read more... )

shit! shit! shit! i hate this. i can't stand this. its like he's become this whole new person, one that i don't recognize. and he loves adam again suddenly. intersting things going on w/ that one. things that i'm sure other people would be kinda upset about if they knew. i hate this.