ooh, i just thought of something, i found this really fun song and i wanted to put it in here, it kinda makes me think of someone, but nobody knows who that is, and if you think you do, you can ask me, i'll tell you if you;re right or not ( Read more... )

ok, so yeah, i can get a tatoo now since i don;t have a boyfriend who actually has a problem with it, yay me!!!!! ok, so saturday,i went christmas shopping, i got most of my friends' presents and i am now done with danielle's present. i still have to get hunter's shliz's heather's and gage's. i'm going tomorrow to get hunter's and i have to wait ( Read more... )

i hate work, did i ever mention that???? well, i do. i finally finished that psych paper along with my adv. math project, and the other english thingy that i had. i don't know hoiw things are with my friends, things were a little better yesterday, but then they got bad again at lunch. yesterday was brother martin's choir thingy and hunter was in ( Read more... )

ok, so it's 4:45 in the morning, and i'm working on a paper for psych class. it was due days ago, but i just never got around to it till today. i would love if everything were back the way that they were last year, like i would be able to do the things that i wanted whenever i wanted, but now i barely have time to breath. did you know that i have ( Read more... )

i hate school, did i mrntion that??? found out something very interesting today, but i still refuse to admit that it's me, it's gotta be somebody else, they said very clearly that they don't care for me anymore, so, it can't be me. but anyways, i gotta love my friends for pushing that idea so forcefully, ahem sitting on me all of lunch, and ( Read more... )

ok, so since the last time that i wrote, alot of stuff has happened. i got into a major fight with what used to be one of my closest friends, but i am not really all that pissed off, b/c truthfully, our firendship was over before now, this was just the last problem that tops it all off. so, to that person, sorry that i'm such a pain in the ass and ( Read more... )

AAAAAARRGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! GGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRR!!!!!! i hate research papers!!!!!!! but on the plus side, i am in a much better mood today, i think brent called me last night when i was asleep, and i dunno what he said, but i woke up in a better mood today, so yay me!!!! ok, now i;m gonna work on that damn paper luv u all, bye bye

hmm, ok, so i was really depressed last night when i went to sleep, but for some reson, i'm better now, i don't know why. i had another one of those times where people call me, and i apparently pick up the phone, talk to them, and then don't remember it in the morning. but this time it was brent, maybe that's why i'm in a better mood, but i dunno, ( Read more... )

so, today i still don't feel all that great, my hand hurts, and i just wanna drop dead, but you know how these these things are, they come and go. the people at work were fun today, they made me laugh a little, and heather helped too, i wish that i didn't feel like danielle was mad at me for what happened this morning. i just had alot going on, and ( Read more... )

can i just say one thing to everybody???? i am sorry that i fuck everything up, that i cannot make everybody happy, that i am not the best person around ever, that i am not cute or even liked by anybody, i am sorry that you all have to put up w/ me, and that i am such a pain in the ass, that all that i seem to be able to do is hurt people and piss ( Read more... )