ok, so while i am attempting to fix my relationships with people right now, there is just a couple of people who may not have looked at it the same way. i am trying to get back to being close with certain people but obviously, they are not willing, this makes me sad. i need to talk to these people, then more than anyobdy else. but i guess that this ( Read more... )

hey, guess what??? hunter's home!!!!!! yay!!!! i got to hang out w/ him today that made me happy. and it's my dad's birthdat today, he's 52, well, i guess that's about all. bye

ok, so i know that i have been pushing people away, and that i have treated alot of people badly this year, and towards the end of last school year. i have hated myself and did not want to subject my friends to that side of me. i have made many mistakes that NOBODY need to get from me, i have a bad temper that i lost some control over for a while. ( Read more... )

i have come to the conclusion that there are 4 types of people at cypress, 1 those who mosh and smoke. 2 those who just mosh. 3 those who stand around and smoke 4 those who just stand around and take in everything. i happen to fall into the fourth. i thought about this tonight while i was leaning against a wall at cypress. i tend to zone out ( Read more... )

som today was a pretty good day, i think that we were supposed to have a board meeting, but i'm not sure, so i went to a movie w/ my family, we saw meet the fockers, it was funny, then i went to the mall w/ mom, it was packed, and we didn't buy anything, then when i came home i planned on cleaning my room from all the christmas stuff, then heather ( Read more... )

i have come to the conclusion that i am truly happy today, for one, WE GOT A WHITE CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well, sorta anyways, but it was fun. am a bit worried about one person, but can;t really do much about that. um, got to play in the snow and sleet today, me n the cousins all threw snoballs at each other, then we couldn't feel our fingers ( Read more... )

:( he left this morning. i miss him. i got to spend lsot of time with him yesterday at his houe, but now he's gone and i miss him, my cell died yesterday when i was at his house, and then when i got home, i forgot to take it out of my bag and plug it in to charge, so i missed him calling me last night, :( he said that he'd call me today sometime, ( Read more... )

so, i stole this from colleen, who apparently stole this form someone else, i was gonna post something on hers, but ym computer wont let me but any ways: Post a comment with a memory of me. It can be anything you want ( Read more... )

i CAN'T BREATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why do we have to breath to live anyways, i don't get it, but whatever. um, yeah this weekend was interesting, i went to hunter's house friday after my board meeting, then i was about to leave for work when his mom asked if i could watch his sister after i got off work, i agreeed, then at work, we had a new guy start ( Read more... )

i think that i am finally on my way to getting somewhat normal. i have now promised two different people that i will not do something bad, and i personally think that either one or both will kill me if i even attempt, so i don't think that i'll be trying it for a while. I"M FINALLY DONE EXAMS!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! i;m soo happy
ok, i'm gonna go now